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Friday, May 31, 2002

 
News weenies

Sometimes I just need to vent. I have not done a real nice and long rant for a while so I guess it is time. First I must ask any members of the News media to depart now, so your feelings will not get hurt.

I am so frigging sick of the damn IDIOTS who think they can tell us what they think that we want to hear. Now I can name 5000 examples of this but this latest one just makes me want to line em all up against a wall and hose em down with some reality. Ok so here is the thing. Bush just did a good thing. You don’t have to like him, in fact you don’t even have to have voted for him, but man the dude is getting it done. Ok now Reagan did a lot of great stuff, but lets be serious, we had a lot more chance of a nuclear war after Reagan than we did during. Yea ok he “tore” down the Berlin wall and that is great, but Russia was so unstable it was 50/50 some days if they were just gonna toss a nuke to wake people up. Well here is what makes me see complete fucking red for a few hours. In the last trip Bush did 2 things of well note to everyone. I mean he did things that he deserves to be made God for a week for. He signed a treaty cutting Nukes by 2/3. Um ok so yea we still have enough to wipe out most of the life on the planet, but hell now a nuke war is almost winnable… Hmm ok bad choice of words… Ok try this instead of killing everything on the planet 20 times over a few cockroaches might actually live now. Ok this is a pretty big thing. Hell it deserves at least a few days of news coverage. But wait it gets better. He also inducted Russia into NATO. Ok now lets be serious NATO exists to defend against USSR and now Russia is a part of it. Like WOW. We are talking about the mice voting to bell the cat in the 21 century. Just unreal. So ok this is ALSO a big one. So what do I hear on the news for 2 days? That some dumb ass reporter made an ass out of himself at a briefing

Ok now I do not think I can even begin to describe how frigging little I care about some dumb ass reporter. I mean really , we are talking toe cheese here. But hell the damn media thought it was the biggest story of the month.

Yet an other example, How many of you know that around 3rd week of April we bombed 4 Canadians. If you live in the US chances are you missed the one line story. But uuuh Canada cared. Like a lot it is safe to say since they lowered the flags for like a week. Yet most Americans have no clue about it happening, Why? Wasn’t really reported over here. The largest unguarded border is tween the US and Canada. Um here is a hint, People get mad when you drop bombs on them. Once again THANK YOU you stupid media morons for deciding what it was important for me to know. I swear when I want real news I watch BBC worldwide. They at least don’t slant every story.

Years ago I used to have a 10 ft Sat dish. Used to watch the live feeds.. was so amusing. These frigging prima-donnas are all smiles when the feed is on, but when it is off you could watch em throw temper tantrums and throw cups across the room. I watched a major news anchor throw a 10 minute hissy fit cause they sent a white limo to pick him up rather than a black one. This was the day Diana died and all this asshole cared about was being in a white limo.
So basically news media, your job is simple. Report the news, not your opinions. If you really think we care what you think publish a damn book. Till then report the NEWS not the slant of the day or what you think we only need to know.
Oh and same idea, Do people really think Bush would have not grounded the airplanes if he has a real warning.. one of them was going for the white house folks.. That’s um his house. If he had even a slight clue he would prob have done something. Armchair quarterbacks are annoying. Dumb ones are worse. Unfortunately in today’s age of bio terrorism we can no longer do what my first choice would be to express how we feel of their opinions. Well you prob could save up your fecal matter and mail it to them but you will prob be arrested. But don’t worry, it will never be on the news if you did…
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:05 PM 8 comments

 
Well saw heist. not to bad. But I had figured it out before. Sigh. Sorry but it is a tad predictable. Ok well i have a hurting head, so i might just crash for a bit.
Say good night gracie. Hmm talking about gracie where is Doc.. i expect him to have some interesting comments about the last few days.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:26 PM 16 comments

 
Ok dinner tonight. The appetizer is Stone wheat crackers with a sage cheese. For the main course a lovely Hannaford Italian style Quiche. The wine with tontines dinner will be a Cavet collection Pinot grigio (2000) and desert is a 6 inch plain cheese cake. (were out of all others.)
Course that is also breakfast so I hope I like it. Oh wait no i also have 3 Cranberry orange muffins as a backup.
Im gonna get fat, or at least try.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:09 PM 16 comments

 
Ok folks.. Welcome to my hell. We are being invaded by people for Shelleys site makeing sure I am an OK guy. um gulp....So I guess already had one person complain about my spelling.. Ok. Well I don’t. a few things to keep in mind, I almost NEVER proof read. And my new KB is still making me miss the shift key non stop. So if I type in word and drop in, it fixes most of the errors as I go. If I don’t it looks like I am illiterate. I should say that a 3rd (might have been 5th, but I think 3rd) grade teacher told my parents that I could take over the world with a Dictaphone and a good secretary. Back then no real computers.. so. Anyways, I can spell, and I can even spell check. But I type VERY fast and sloppy and I don’t care much. Sometimes my spelling is funnier than what I say. But I also have to say good use of the word iconoclastic. Was fitting.

I also ignore grammar too don’t forget. Hmm Don’t know where I should stop but Shelley and I have both agreed I think to relax a bit and go slow. It is not like we are either of us in a hurry. Ok well not much. I invited her up to help me move this weekend but she was busy so it is not gonna happen. Heheh I think I have enough to do anyways. Crap I hate DVD players. I don’t want to back up 10 mins I want to back up 30 secs. I have the best computer money can buy with the best operating system and so forth and Tevo is 100 times more user friendly than Guido’s DVD player. Ok well saw Oceans 11 and I liked it. Was it great no, but I did like it. Damn this not smoking does NOT get easier after time. Ok well time for some food. Oh and to change the washing machine and dryer. Sigh.. ok maybe I should be in a hurry to find someone. It is not like the subject comes up often but I am really sick of having to explain that I have light blue and slightly pink underwear cause I believe in “whites” being defined as anything that is not actually black. I remember the first time I did a load of laundry for the XGF I destroyed one of her favorite shirts.. and I was never allowed to touch the machine again. Hey, it worked so we don’t have to discuss whether it was accident or not.

Anyways. Tonight for dinner we have hmm what do I have.. I bought it yesterday and I have NO clue..
Ok Shelley protection squad leave comments here.. or my email if ya must.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:50 PM 16 comments

 
"im not a stalker, i just play one on tv"

Damn that has been fun. or is fun.. hehe. been playing stalker. people are so wierd at times that i thought it would be fun to see what i could find out about someone I knew next to nothing about. heheh Well i am not good at it I guess. i found out where she works, her cats name (err ex cat) and that she has a pencil collection in her closet. I did not find out her last name or address but I narrowed it to 4 I think. But my heart is just not in it, and er i am bored so enough of that for now. OH and most importantly I found out she is a mac person.. Very important.. Should i tell her i am a Mac guru? Err wait I just did.
Anyways, can you tell i am bored shitless? But we have the needed medicine... DVD's.
Ok so here we go, I got Oceans 11, Heist, and Out cold. Ill bet they all suck but hey it is better than doing nothing right? And i just dont have the heart to be a good stalker.
posted by Chuck Pierce 3:47 PM 5 comments

 
Ok the net is working at work.. WOOHOO. I think since the TV is broke and I am wound up I might do some serious bloging and writing. Maybe even play with the page a bit. It is like 95 up here and I am in shorts and baking. I am on my 2nd piece of nicorette so far today. But to be fair I have been taking it out and sticking it behind my ear (No not really) so only 2 pieces but I have reused em a lot. Shelley got me thinking last night. In a way I had not really been thinking. Not saying that there is much hope for us as a couple mind you, we haven’t even met. But there is a bit of a hope and that is cool. Anyways, I had not been thinking about a new relationship. I have not had a lot of luck. I mean I love the XGF a lot more now that we are apart but she is a head case. Not to mention her life is ruled by her daughter and that’s just nuts. I mean when they get over 30 it is time to ignore em (pretend you didn’t see that Mom) and get on with your life. So anyways, The XGF ditched me cause her family told her too. Ok fine. Her choice. I don’t think there has been a day since she hasn’t regretted it, but that’s my ego talking. Anyways, the XGF and I have no future together. Even if her daughter and Dad both kicked off I could never trust her again. So the XGF is out. Now D is an other story. D was my first love, and I never got over her. Now I had a lot of girlfriends and a few of them I was mean too. I still regret the few I was not the best I could be for, but that’s long in the past. But D was always there. GOD DAMNIT I need to put something on this shift key. I am missing every cap. SIGH. Anyways, now that I have fixed most of em… D scares me now. I do not know everything, but I am positive I did nothing to deserve being treated the way she has me. Ok she gets 100 pts for deciding to give me my son. But negative 24 million for the way she has treated me. But that being said, I would give her a 2nd chance (or is this 3rd???) cause the kid deserves it. But the chances of her becoming human again and me getting over the hurt I feel for the way I have been treated are so damn slim it is scary. I don’t know why she hates me, or how she can sleep at night after the way she has treated me but I think it very unlikely she is gonna change soon. Errr ever.
SO. The last two women m my life have hung me out to dry. What a surprise I have not been looking really hard for a new one. I know I need time to get over D, well ok not really but I do. And the kid is gonna take all my energy for a while. But damn, I really wish I had someone to share it with.
So even if Shelley is running for the border as fast as she can she got me thinking. And heck, the worst thing that can happen is she takes one look at me and runs away right? But I think it is smart to wait a bit.. to much going on still. That being said, smart is not something I am good at so we shall see. Ideas? Any other fems want to join in? We can run this like an auction if ya all want. Hehehe YES I am joking. Shelley gets first dibs, she was the first one to say boo.

On that note. I really wish a few others would comment. Ok I don’t really need it but I must have something to say you are amused by cause we are getting more hits daily. But a lot of you never say what’s on your mind.
Well the non smokeing really sucks still. I am doing ok, but since ther eis no one to talk to I am babbling with my fingers instead. And writing an email at the same time. Sigh. I need to take a nap and have lunch.
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:01 PM 2 comments

 
Ok this was sent to me by the landlordess.. And remember she is the one who came up with the chaos theory. So, amuseing as it is please don't freak out and think i wrote it...Though I probably could have...hehe parts at least...

I've learned that you cannot make
someone love you. All you can do is
stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

I've learned that no matter how much I care,
some people are just assholes.

I've learned that it takes years
to build up trust, and it only takes
suspicion, not proof, a few moments
to destroy it.

I've learned that you shouldn't
compare yourself to others - they are
more screwed up than you think.

I've learned that we are responsible
for what we do, unless we are celebrities or
can quickly blame someone else.

I've learned that regardless of
how hot and steamy a relationship is at
first, the passion fades, and there had better
be a lot of money to take its place.

I've learned that the people you care most
about in life are taken from you too soon
and all the less important ones just never go away.

Pass this along to 5 friends...trust me,
they'll appreciate it. Who knows, maybe
Something good will happen.
If not...tough shit.

posted by Chuck Pierce 12:48 PM 16 comments

 
Ok got an hour or so more of sleep. oh Yeah.
HAd apretty amusing dream. I drove to a big city to meet a Fem blogger for a date (Shelley) and we were supposed to meet in a bar. So i get there early like I usually do and a georgous fem comes over say hi chats and so forth and then says lets go. So we are heading out and getting in the beast and an other even prettier fem stops and says wait arnt you Chuck? End result was first one was someone else who knew from the blog when I was gonna meet her and was trying to get away with me first. So then we had the obligitory cat fight sceen in the parking lot. Was REALLY funny. And just goes to show ya what an subconsous ego like mine can do with a TINY bit of a prime.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:29 AM 5 comments

 
Trying to get back to sleep. damn bird. i have a bird sitting outside singing. All i can say is Darwin was right. if i was not so tired (and in the middle of a city) that stupid bird would be doing a Monty Python Parrot impresion. (it's stunned) And or dodgeing buckshot. GROWL. it is still dark you dumb ass bird get a life.
Saying the early bird gets the worm just goes to show the worm shoul have went back to bed.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:46 AM 16 comments

 
Oh and important tip. When you meea pretty lady and then mention it on your blog you really should make an effort to spell her name right.. Right Conney? heheheh HHAH ok sorry amuseing myself. My bad, Shelley.. Sad part is you are not the first.
3:10 and still up. Sometimes it just sucks to be me. But I have to admit i bring it on myself. It is amazeing, I spent years with the LEC.. and this man was the frigging KING at online relationships. Don't even get me started about him. But I got no CLUE how to talk to someone you just found out is attractive, within 9000 miles, smart enough so you can actually talk, and single. yea ok I am a king when it comes to meeting people. An dI have been known to talk myself into a date after a traffic accident. But the point is that is just for the fun of it, and i am mostly just talk. yea I have pulled some crazy stuff to meet women but it was never serious. I was in a long term relationship withthe XGF for so long and then purly happenstance droped into a preform relationship with D I havnt been out on a date-date in like 14 years. Anyways she is probably running for the hills now so the issue is moot, but I need to post on here. "HEY I am single and not happy about it. No offers rejected out of hand. Please send a picture and an essay on why you are worth my effort."
Hmm not really sure why I need a pic though. Ahh what i need to say is please send a note form your Dr. testifiing to you not being a whack job.
Talking about whack jobs, sigh. Still no call from D's lawyer. I am loosing patience FAST. I have been perfect and done exactly what she asked in not contacting her, but I figure tuesday if no call by then i am gonna stop by at her work and tell her I need that info NOW. I have SO MUCH to do and it owuld really help to get the paperwork done. Sigh. OK bed try # 5
posted by Chuck Pierce 3:21 AM 13 comments

 
Ok this is a riot. it is 2:30 am and don't get me wrong.. i am frigging exausted. But yet I am also amused cause Shelly and I are sorta bloging at each other. HAHAh It actually brings up an interesting point. It hadnt occured to me but when (yea right.. like in 5 years) I start to "Date" again I should date bloggers cause then i wont have to explain why my life is so often just headlines.
Ok well it wasnt a good reason but the thought was there. Anyways, i am amused. Oh and TMI bit so read at your own peril
(Damn it now I am doing monty python too perilios bit to myself) Anyways, this is also one of the rare times I am blogging in my underwear. usually i would toss on sweats or a robe to go have a cig.. but since i am not...... I am bloging in underwear.. Told ya it was to much info...
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:40 AM 10 comments

 
"Wanted: Meaningfull overnight relationship"

Ok I need valium to sleep I guess. Sigh. To much stuff going on in my head. But I went to bed at 7 and actually got 5-6 hours so could be worse. Ok back to trying.. Poof. I am also real sick of sleeping alone. Afraid the kid is not gonna help alot there though. Oh well i can always get a dog later.
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:03 AM 2 comments

Thursday, May 30, 2002

 
Ok house passed, I am wiped out. I was so tired i forgot where I was going this morning and kinda went WAY out of my way. i was not a happy camper. 88 miles extra and 2 hours late. Was not fun. Ok well worked for like a few hours at the house mostly out of habit. Then went grocery shoping and now I am gonna go get a dvd or two. Then i am gonna eat and drink heavly. Then crash after turning off the main breaker to the house so nothing will wake me up. Sounds like a plan huh? if you EVER wanted to get on my shit list, call me at midnight tonite, that will do it.

Heheh if I fall asleap i wont wake up anyways. Ok tomarrow is a hell day, doing my usual 36 hrs straght of work nonstop. But at least I can sleep on the job.

Since the TV is dead up at Kevs, i am gonna go rent a dvd or 2 to watch on Guidio when I am up there. .Plan huh?
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:39 PM 16 comments

 
Ok now i wander blogs when I get bored.. Especially when I wake up 2 hours early for work... been reading a neat one from the Uk for the last few weeks.. She writes like I think but better. hehhe it does make sence.. Anyways, this bit from her archive cracked me up...

saturday, september 1

Things that have happened in the last two days:
1: It was rainy, then it was sunny, then it was rainy again.
2: I completed my landscape and was mightily pleased with it.
3: I slept a bit.
4: A lot of red wine was drunk. Or is it drank? Or drinked? I'm thinking drunk. I was, at any rate.
5: I ran into a volleyball net dressed as a giant chicken.

Red Boat
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:13 AM 16 comments

 
Man the web is acting up today. Dead slow and 1/2 of it acts like it is down...

"A kiss on the hand may be quite contenental, but bandwidth is a blogger's best friend..."

Off to work I guess. Hope we pass the damn inspection.. oh wait silly me, hope THEY pass it.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:48 AM 16 comments

 
well I fell back asleep after only 2 hours, but it didnt help much. I am still shy way to much sleep. This is when smokeing came in handy, I could stay awake by chain smokeing.. Sigh. Seems like everyones comments are down on their blogs too. wierd, must be cause they use off site stuff.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:57 AM 16 comments

 
"Revenge is to be savoured"

I have been haveing a major problem with sleep for the last few weeks. Not really a suprise with the way stuff is in my life. Well anyways, i have been setting an alarm to wake me up at 7:30 even though I am usually gone by then in case i fall back asleap. Last night it got set to 6:30. i figured i must have hit it. Tonite it was set for 1:30. It is jack. It is just about 2:30 now, this hour has just cost him $100.00

Interfearing with my sleep is very serious to me, as he should know since I am still bitching about the last time he did it. He is very lucky it is only costing him 100$. i cam ewithing 30 secs of erasesing all his HD's on his computer to show how funny i thought the joke was. Ok going back to stareing at the ceiling.. Ever hour is a $100.00 and I should make it more.. i have GOT to sleep som eor I am going to fall asleap on the highway.
Actually gonna take a min to print him out a nice little note.
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:22 AM 15 comments

Wednesday, May 29, 2002

 
Well i got pretty drunk, Ate alot of really sal†y food and had a cig on the porch. Anyone got a problem with that? deal with it.

Got the cig from a friend and saved it, didnt buy any....
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:53 PM 16 comments

 
LONG ass day. after the 8 hours today i figure I have done about 55 hours out there since saterday. Eggads. Inspection tomarrow and then it is done. Almost stormed out today too, sometimes it gets really frustrating when it is forgoten that I am helping cause I am nice not a slave. Anyways, dead tired, No call from the lawyer. I hate waiting while other people screw around.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:33 PM 16 comments

 
This made me laugh so hard i cried.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:31 AM 10 comments

 
Damn it Blogger wont post.. Agian
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:11 AM 16 comments

 
"Life's a piece of shit when ya look at it"

Ok I am alive and have been for a bit. Took a long shower and that helped a bit but I still am exausted. Spent way to long up a ladder yesterday, sigh. But thats ok. Cause the occupancy inspection it tomarrow so i am DONE tonite.
Lots of other stuff revolving through the sesspool filesing system i call a brain. First off that i am low on cash.. And not happy. Im ok, but I do not have any safty net.. I hate that. Mom is pretty much set on comeing up and when and all that, and that will be a big relief. Got a call last night from my TWO brothers, one is visiting the other. They both seemed excited to hear the news and happy and all that. REALLY wish they could remember i goto bed at 9-10 though. they cought me up but just barly. i don't even remember 1/2 of what we talked about I was so tired. Still wondering who called me so late the other night. Very strange.

Have not heard from D's lawyer.. Not panicing yet. But safe to say I can see it from here. 27 days, it seems like alot but it isnt. I really want to get this paperwork going or at least organised. Someday I really want to know why she hates me so much.
No email back from the Dog ladie, i sent her one a week ago saying sorry.... But no responce.. Not good. I guess I will send out an other one today.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:51 AM 16 comments

Tuesday, May 28, 2002

 
What a day. Nother 15 hr one done . Ok well got alot done but not all i wanted too. Absolutly exasted. i REALLY need to work on ME stuff. but I am so busy with this damn house. The inspection is Thurs. Assuming we pass then I am done for a month or 2.

What else. Oh yea the smokeing thing. Doc and Jacko, Fuck you.
Lets do the math... I used to smoke a pack a day.. thats 20 cigs. I have had like 6 in the last week. I am comfortable saying that I have quit this week. Not to mention you are suppose to be supporting me not splitting hairs. if i want to say I am a friging God then I will, and if I was to say that removeing at least 134 cigs from my habit is the same as quiting i will. Ok lets try the drive analogy. if I drove a big rig and did 500 miles a day, and then i quit I could saftly say I quit driveing even though i still went to the grocery store. See? Actually who cares, i will smoke all i damn well want to and the only person i have to answer to is myself. So either support me or STFU. Split hairs in you debate club not on my time.

Told ya I am nasty. Growl.....
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:09 PM 4 comments

 
As a side note I am still smoke free. Snagged a few here and there from people but have not bought any. This damn niccorette is driveing me nuts too. So it looks good for actually quiting for a bit this time. BUT. if it dont get easyer soon screw it I will just smoke. ok so I live 10 years less, Fine, it is better than feeling like crap forever.
Anyways i am actually doing good and I havnt even really twisted off on anyone yet.

Oh and Who the HELL called me at 11:30????? Not that is did em anygood, cause it took the phone 2 hours to wake me up just beeping I was TIRED. But anyways, Who was it? Call back you weenie.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:08 AM 5 comments

 
"For only 5 easy payments of $29.95 you to can have this life"

Mother of god I hurt this morning. last thing yesterday we layed 3/4 of a tile floor for the foyer. 10 ft by 6 ft ish. It really killed me. But thats ok i will survive. opk. Todays plan. First off hope th lawyer calls. Do the morning stuff and then i am gonna go work on the car a bit. i had the alignment done a few months ago and went to have the tires rotated thurs and one of them is bald on the inside. GROWL. so i am gonna go and throw a temper tantrum and on the way stop and buy a new wheel. From a junk yard of course. I have a ballon spare and they are just useless. So since I have a tire that needs replaceing, I might as well put it on a spare rim and have a real spare. it is ok if I get stuck with a flat and have to put that crap ballon on and limp home.. but with a baby on board it is not cool. Not sure what after that is in the works, but something will come up it allways does. i would love to come home and take a nap but that aint gonna happen.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:46 AM 16 comments

Monday, May 27, 2002

 
I was on a blog the other day where they were mildy complaining about not getting email. Wow. i like email don't get me wrong. but I love comments more. it is just a whole differnt thing to have people comment on my thoughts. course most of you are weenies and never dare. like I am gonna get mad or something.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:07 PM 4 comments

 
I am exasted. just wiped. alot done though. Off to bed.......
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:53 PM 16 comments

 
CONCEPT:
ok 2..

1. stop typing in caps, it is even annoying me..
2. Dont wear a Canida tshirt on Memorial day.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:18 AM 7 comments

 
Ok made some updates. Not alot mind you. But did make cahnges to some of the stuff that was way out of date.. Oh and added a few blogs to my daily check page..Ok time to head out and get to work on the new house.. yeah. Please help me restrain my excitment.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:10 AM 16 comments

 
My god.. TWo yes TWO links in one day. And I HATE adding links. Why you ask? Cause I am braindead. You would think after all the years I have ben doing web pages i would remeber the code to add a link. But no. i copy and paste every time. Sad huh.. So it is a bit of a pain to add a link.. Remember that when ever you see a link. But you just got to enjoy this one...

My next vacation

i do amuse myself.. .heheh, well SOMEONE has too.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:33 AM 16 comments

 
Did I mention Mr. Rude is back at work. Or at least that is what i think when someone makes a habit out of sleeping in the liveing room rather than their bed. So i feel like I should be quiet and not go downstairs since I would wake him up. Yet i pay rent for the use of that space and he has a perfectly good bed if he was not to lazy to walk upstairs to it. Small thing but a good example of how he NEVER considers others. i can not WAIT till i am back in my own place.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:16 AM 16 comments

 
I think it is finally time to do a site redo. it has been a year almost and well, things are once again out of date. So i guess i need to get off my ass and do it. Anyine got about 20 spare hours hagning around I can borrow for 20 years?

Talking about for 20 years, If I had a kid i did not want do you think i would still have to pay for it? childsupprt wise??
Want to bet part of her giveing it up will be so she doenst have to pay any. Course, that is a nasty way of looking at it, and I am so happy she is giveing him to me. but still. IF I wanted to do it, i couldnt.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:47 AM 18 comments

 
"Do I make myself intelligible? Do you hear my voice? I fear not. There are poseurs. I am the most successful of them all."

That is from jack London stolen from deap inside the bowels of Little red boat

Got up way to early and was doing my normal raoming. That line stuck. Added 6-7 new blogs to my daily reads. Just for the sake of complete diversity. About the only common theme is they are mostly written by Fems. Don't realy have an explination why, but I tend to like to listen to angry women at times musically, and read em once in a while too. Pissed off women I guess is allmost a default state. No clue why cause I don't offend much latly. Oh weell. I really should go back to sleep, but that would entail me getting in the car going and buying some cigs and then smokeing a few so instead i guess I will just stay up and pace alot. Imagine a caged Tiger with a nic fit....
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:28 AM 6 comments

Sunday, May 26, 2002

 
ok this is just nuts.
why do i feel a need to get dressed and go outside to have a piece of gum????
Ok so it is Nicorette but still. christ, this is not a planned thing, i just do it then wonder why.

And an other thing Why is it i felt like a boot camp all day. Parts of me kept passign out. Pins and needles and all that. Wierd.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:22 PM 16 comments

 
One of my Blog buddies was numb enough to actually send me their cell phone msg address. heheh so I have been zapping out jack handy stuff to em when i get bored. Ok well i am VERY easy to amuse. Deal with it. I actually took my # off my contact page finally.. And my email I think... But thats ok most people can figure it out pretty easy if they try.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:16 PM 1 comment

 
Trip or Trey huh, not sure about either of them for a nickname but they are interesting. Long ass day working on the house. Tommarow should be about the end of it though. At least for me for a while. Old and tired.

Amazing how much not smokeing is makeing me want to kill people. Things that I normally ignore are makeing me get hot under the collar. And i was voted most likly to go into a Kmart with a automatic rifle many times. Lukly I think i am out of the running now. hehe. i can't believe the way I am starting to nest, I just want to be working on the apartment and getting it baby ready. it is nuts. God i can't beileve I am even thinking this but I can't wait to hear from a lawyer. I really want to find out if things are all set or if she is gonna wierd me out again. I have to give D lots of credit though. Most people in most situations i can figure out 5 moves ahead and play em like a violin if I try, but that girl is a mystery to me. I NEVER know what is gonna be next. i would have bet a million bucks she was not gonna just give me my son a month ago and now i just hope things don';t change again. i am just so excited and wish it was happening sooner. Wow one small glass of wine and I dont find the shift key again... I really got to make it taller. Ok well bed time for bonzo i guess. nother long ass day tomarrow. Nice to have a day off, oh wait, no it isnt. i dont get paid and I work harder. Sigh.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:00 PM 1 comment

 
Damn it.
Was just roaming around and thought of somethign I HAD to say.. But then I forgot it on the way to come say it. damn that is annoying. Oh yea 30 days.. and counting. Ya know I really want to take the little tyke out of the hospital the min he is born and run. But I know they need to watch and make sure things are ok for a bit. i just am not a big hospital fan. Anyways, off to work for the day. poof.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:03 AM 16 comments

 
"Love my goat, LOVE MY GOAT"

I got to explain that one, Jacko saw a bottle of some fluid at the supermarket called love my goat, and he being a 3 year old in a larg body has been repeating it non stop. Wow, can you tell i am still mad at him.

Well an other boreing weekend, where all i do is work and hurt alot. I don't know if you all know it but I do read each and every comment. The only ones I miss are ones posted in the first 4-5 months cause they do not show up unless i look. All others zap an email to me to go look. So If I dont answer your questions it is cause I am lazt. But since Shelly asked, My sons name, is gonna be my Dads name, and or mine also ..
Charles Elihue Pierce
I am the II my son will be the III
Dad was a Charles. Absolutly except to a small few who called him Charlie and I think he hated it. I hate it.. I was Charles till i was prob 12-13 and then I became Chuck. Cause I could. But people from school still call me charles. it is amuseing.
Ok pissed off stomach, major nic fit, and I hurt all over. Gonna be a fun day.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:45 AM 10 comments

Saturday, May 25, 2002

 
Old and tired and gonna crash. had upset stomach for like a week now, hmm is it baby news or niccorette. Either way I am getting sick of it. Nother long ass day. They are gonna move in next weekend, so it is last dithc to get everything done. Frnakly I am running out of steam fast so I hope they get in quick. I figure this weekend will be my last helping out for the whole weekend. Ok well bed time for bonzo.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:00 PM 16 comments

 
Well played CL for a hours and had fun. Even saw the LEC and Dandy and Humba. Now I guess I should pack up and go. God I hope this gets easyer soon..... Right about now is when I usually give up on not smokeing. It has been a few days and I still want to just as much so right about now I say screw it and break down. Sigh yea ok i am being good but this sucks let me tell ya. Thanks for the words of encoragment, i hope the little tyke aprechiates that i am doing this for him.....
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:46 AM 2 comments

 
"Emanual kamp was a real pissant who was very rarly stable, "

Wow butchered that. Not a good sign when you wake up to Monty python drinking songs bounceing off the corners of your brain. Had some funky dreams last night, as per usual all in the present tense. Mostly was work related but I ran into Beth Horton and gibbered for a while. Was a good dream. You know, I just reliesed that I will have the kid for Clam Fest. Wow. Well name is still a constant, but nickname has changed a few times so far. Current favs are Chip and Eli.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:44 AM 13 comments

Friday, May 24, 2002

 
Well i finished my book. Unreal amounts of info and I am glad i bought it so i can have it for reference. Course now i am bored.. Sigh. I guess I am gonna work on my baby need list. Got so many things already that I really need to get a list going that I can check stuff off as i get it.

Hmm 9:30, dinner first.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:26 PM 17 comments

 
I amm actually a fairly considerate guy. I do have my moments of being a pain but let me tell you, I am so frigging sick of liveing with an undisaplined kid it is driveing me nuts. Ok to all their own, but man jacko has finnally pissed me off. I made dinner the other night for myself, and it sucked. I used in the bird stuffing made like instant, not a good plan, well anyways... What pissed me off was jacko asked me to clean the kitchen before I went to bed. i almost did and then thought for a few mins and decided not to. Ok now I probably should have but I had in no way trashed the kichen. A bowl a box and a pan were all that was out. Well jacko came home 2 hours early and made so much noise I had no choice but to get up. he was pissed cause i had left a mess in his kitchen. Well fuck you. it is 1/2 mine asshole. I am so sick of liveing with someone who can never see his faults it is scary. he can make a mess anywhere and it will sit for a week, but if I leave a frigging spoon out or my jacket that i am going to wear at 7 Am the next day on a chair he has to put it in my room. One of the biggest reasons I am moveing out is i do not live there, i am just a visitor. I can not leave anything of mine anywhere but in my room or he tweaks. This is a person who can not even regulate his own sleep, so since he is allways tired he thinks it is fine to wake others up. Since I moved in i have politly done alot of things he asked, but let me tell you, I am still so pissed from the other mornign that he is damn lucky I am not smokeing. Cause i would sit my ass down in the liveing room and light up and tell him to get stuffed. I am not even touching that i told him 2 months ago roughly when i would be moveing out and exactly when 45 days ago and he says now i did not give an exact so he wants rent for the whole month. Now this would not be a big deal, it is only cash, but my rent is double what it should be cause I am paying for so many other things. A phone I dont use, elect, water, gas, cable, roadrunner, and so on. So screw him and his juvinile behavior. I will pay exactly what i owe and what is due. But I am out of there as soon as possible. The basic problem is if he met me 1/10th of the way then we would be fine. But he has bllinders so firmly drywall screwed into his brain he see's only what he wants to and nothing else. Ok end rant, but I am really pissed. More so that both times i have brought this subject up he tried to justify his dumbass actions.
Remind me to buy a pack of cigs just in case he dares to reply to this.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:21 PM 1 comment

 
No Tv up here really sucks. But I cleaned the sheats and now can barly keep my eyes open so that is good. Done a tiny bit of cheaating on the smoking front. Havnt bought any but I have had a few of other peoples. And hell if someone was here now I wouod beg on my knee's for one. But theyarnt so i am haveing a piece of niccorette. Oh and KB in my lap as i am lieing down so excuse typos. Ok so screw it I am gonna take a nap. i am still a few hours behind on sleep. Actually let me rant a sec.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:05 PM 16 comments

 
Ok now I realy am unhappy up here. The cash is nice but it is gonna be my last month with out a tv. ok so the Tv sucked but it worked, and now it doesnt. I could play dvd's cept I didnt bring any. Unreal. The most destruction here is not caused by kev but by the adults who are supposed to watch over him. OK well this book is bumming me out. Yea ok lots can go wrong and they need to mention it all but christ almighty, most of these things are 1 in 50 million and they dedicate pages to them all. Arrgg. But I am learning and knowledge is never bad right?
posted by Chuck Pierce 3:20 PM 15 comments

 
I really like this time of year. And I get very nostalgic for my childhood. The first time I came to Maine was this time of year. I was to young to remember much but what i remember so clearly was the white fluff in the air. It comes from tree's and only for a few weeks in the spring, and it can be very heavy. Remindes me of snow or something. Anyways, I remember it and all that from my childhood. Well i am rethinking my sell list a tiny bit. I need a decent computer, but I do not need Guido when I am going to have no time to play. But even if I sell guido and get a lcd Imac I will only bank a few grand. And well, this is a better computer. So i am rethinking things a bit but I will prob have to sell Guido cause Diapers are not cheap.

The net is working up here this weekend, YEA.. But the place was trashed. or i should say someone either bleed a crapload on the bed or someone sat on a piece of chocolate. Wasnt cleaned up though and sine only 4 people come up here I am gonna cause some hate and discontent. Anyways, i am cleaning it. So now I go back to reading my book "What to expect the first year"

Such fun. But no i actually like this so it is cool.
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:23 PM 11 comments

 
"i am to tired for a qoute"

Well, still minus on the sleep issue. I will make Jacko suffer. I am sure I will post this weekend about it. Gonna take Guido up to work with me today. Since I am gonna sell him i think i want to get all the time I can before I do... Going to be an other long ass weekend I am afraid. Since monday is a holiday longer than usual. But the good news is it should be the last one. In fact i might even make them spend Monday working a bit on the apartment. It is a RIOT. i am nesting. I swear there is no reason for me to be freeking out about getting into the new place and getting it set up except I have went into nesting mode. And that is just whacky. Got my domain turned back on, but until it propigates 1/2 of my emails are failing. GROWL.. But hopefully it will be propigated soon. Pray that the net is up at work this weekend. Or I will post mega long ones sat night. I figure I will spend most of my spare time for the next few days reading this kid book. But it might be done sooner. Say one thing, it is damn big and full of stuff I need to know so I have been going way slower than usual. Ok well I am gonna get ready. Poof...
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:24 AM 16 comments

Thursday, May 23, 2002

 
I just wrote the one email i did not want to write. I just sent off an email canceling the puppy. I just do not think it is feasable to have a puppy and a newborn. And it is not like I am going to complain alot about getting my son instead. but I just felt so horrid haveing to back out. I am gonna miss the little bugger. Oh well. I get my son instead... Raiseing puppies and kids is the same thing right????
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:46 PM 16 comments

 
Ok well then. Found the problem. My domain was expired. Not this one but one of the main ones. So since that was the top level domain I kinda had a problem. So anyways, it is now fixed and we are back up and running.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:04 PM 16 comments

 
Oh man. This book is very heavy. Well, and it is big too, but that was not what I ment. mostly just that there is alot of info. Damn kids can't seem to do anything for themselves. And oh yea, that was a joke.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:15 PM 16 comments

 
Well screw blogger. i know it isnt posting I just don't care. Well I am haveing a nice day. After running around nuts all day i came home about 4 and am now sitting and reading my new book. The one after "what to expect when your expecting" called like the first year or something. interesting stuff. Course I am also drinking heavly just to make it interesting. it is really sad, took me 33 years to find wine I like to drink and now I am not gonna be able to much. oh well, small price. Ok well back to my book. Still not smokeing but I have a feeling I am reaching my limit on that.....
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:24 PM 16 comments

 
God damn blogger is pissing me off now.. I am bloging I promise.. grrr.
posted by Chuck Pierce 3:30 PM 16 comments

 
Arrg Blogger is not working.. GROWL
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:58 AM 16 comments

 
Haveing blogger trouble.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:51 AM 16 comments

Wednesday, May 22, 2002

 
As a side note. Sandy Duncan is still in the top 10 of women I would do. Thought you all should know.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:46 PM 16 comments

 
Well today I can say I did damn near nothing usefull. Can't concentrait, listless, distracted, what was I talking about? oh yea still not smokeing. Saw Star Wars, It was ok. Um thats it. Night...
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:25 PM 16 comments

 
"I can't do this all on my own, I'm no superman."
Well, major frigging suprise, I actually slept some. Not well or long but some. Not great but a start. Still smoke free and getting more determined that I really can and have to do this. That being said, staying out of my way for the next week would be a plan. gruggg
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:00 AM 1 comment

Tuesday, May 21, 2002

 
It is gonna be a long night I think. Oh well. Reading a baby book that is like 15 years out of date. But it is info and any info is good. i need to go book shoping soon.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:36 PM 16 comments

 
Yea well, I am not insane yet..... Yet. Ok well i am once again makeign the attempt to stop smokeing. It is probably not gonna work. but I am trying. Since I go tlike NO sleep last night I am gonna crash soon. Spent most of the day over at the new house doing outlets and crap..
Grug.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:19 PM 1 comment

 
Well. I am actually out at the new house working on finishing the outlets. Cept I am not cause I have either been on the phone or dealing with the tel co, or the cable co. Got internet out here and the TI book to test it so takeing a break and playing by bloging. Heard from the police and they said it is going to take a while but I got the impression I am gonna be ok with it all. And that is good news since I didnt do anything. So ok back to work, lots to do and no time. Ran out of cigs about noon and havnt bought any. Yes i am going insane. But it has to be done.. ARGGGG this quiting smokeing might kill me.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:36 PM 4 comments

 
Anyone who knows me can guess what my morning is like. I got no sleep hardly and my stomach is really pissed at me. But hey, this is a life changer so I expect it to tweek for a week or so. Hopefully her lawyer will contact me today or soon and we can start rolling the ball on stuff.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:14 AM 16 comments

 
"Sanity is overrated"

2 am. And what a suprise I am stareing at the ceiling. But I am sure I am doing the right thing. Damn well better be cause its all or nothing. Oh well sleep is overrated.
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:22 AM 2 comments

Monday, May 20, 2002

 
Wanted. Mother and (I guess wife) combo.
Must be happy with changing diapers at 3 am, able to mix formula, independently wealthy, happy never leaving the house, and fairly cute. Cooking optional.
Please send financial statement and picture.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:02 PM 10 comments

 
Well I still feel like it has been a dream today. but that is ok. called most everyone if I missed you please remember i am still freeked a bit. The support I am getting form my friends and family is just amazing.
Anyways, Anyone want a duel 1 gig g4? Alot of stuff is now going on the choping block. The whole i NEED this has changed, so what i need and what I now NEED are completly different. On that note anyone see anything wrong with me haveing a baby shower? Hell yea... If he is lucky the little tyke might get a few toys too. I am just so glad she is putting the child first and "getting me" or whatever last. If this day turns out to just be a dream i might have to get really irritated.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:52 PM 4 comments

 
"You are haveing a baby, it is a boy. You can pick it up in a month and 4 days..."

My god. What a day.
I can’t even find the words describe how I am feeling today. This could be the best day of my life up till now. So I am sure you are interested why. Well let me tell ya. When I got the mail this morning there was a large envelope for me in it. Did not recognize the company name or anything so I was very interested in what it was. When I opened I was greeted with the words… “…. D has contacted our agency to discuss the possibility of making an adoption plan.” Well needless to say I dropped the mail and had to have a minor sit down in the post office. The upshot is basically D has decided I am told that she would either like to put the child up for adoption or she wants to give up her parenting rights. Holy Shit. Now the purpose of the letter was to informe me that basically they need me to agree. So I thought for about 1.111 seconds and started making calls. I want the baby. I think I can handle the baby. But, was that ego speaking or am I actually able to do this, and what is best for the child. So I started making calls asking if other people thought I could do it. Well I am glad to say though a few people think I am crazy all agreed I can do it. So, I met with the lady at the adoption agency and told her my decision and she is passing it along to D. I then went and got a lawyer finally and spent some cash finding out how this works. It is possible and easy if she does not change her mind. And it is possible even if she does change her mind cause she has made it clear she wants to. And before anyone gets even the slightest hint I am upset or anything, I am not. I think it is admirable of her to figure out it is more than she can handle and ask to be removed from the responsibility. I only hope I would have the courage to do the same. But I think I can do it and I am so happy I could cry. This is the best thing D has ever done for me. And in the process I found out some more info. For example if all goes well the baby should be delivered by C-section on June 25th. Unless she changes her mind I will be taking the tyke home from there and having at it. To my friends and family, Thank you for your support. To D thank you for letting me do this with out a court battle. To the world, WEEEEELLLAAAAAA. I am just a happy camper.
posted by Chuck Pierce 3:50 PM 11 comments

Sunday, May 19, 2002

 
Long ass day. Man I is tired. Got alot done though so that is good. Now I figure I will crash in a big way unless something better comes along.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:05 PM 16 comments

 
"If you are so restricted as that you must change to different shoes just for the occasion, is it really worth going?"

Grug. i is awake. Actually went down pretty early last night and sleep most of the night. It is a wonderfull day outside with blue sky and all the flowers on trees out., So I am gonna go and work all day again. Not to many weeks left though till the house is done.

I think i am learning some patience finnaly. I have allways been the king of if I want something, I go and get it... NOW. But after waiting for the vacation with Mom for like a month + and now waiting for the puppy i am getting better. Really am looking forward to the puppy though.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:48 AM 16 comments

Saturday, May 18, 2002

 
On a side note. Newt call me. or wifey either or....
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:00 PM 16 comments

 
"If you lived in my mind, you would be home now."

Long ass weekend or 1/2 of it as per usual. Put in an other long day after work at the house. Got a few things done. mostly putting in the ducting for the JennAir. Tomarrow more of the same. Might go out to the movies tonite if I get up the energy, but more likly I will just crash.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:56 PM 16 comments

Friday, May 17, 2002

 
No net at work. Arrrg. Back sat night
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:46 PM 16 comments

 
Picture And story.. the neat thing is it is a picture of MY .45 or well one just like it. Random roamings this morning as I kill time. It is gonna be a long day cause i already want to take a nap...
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:51 AM 16 comments

 
"Once again wandering aimlessly through life in search of a a peer group"

WTF am I doing awake at 5 am. Since I am basically going to be up for the next 40 hrs it might be a plan to actually sleep. But it aint happening. Part of it is lack of input. I really dislike sleeping alone. Part is I am haveing nightmares alot latly. They get me pretty keyed up so it is hard to drop off again. I would love to blame em on D and the cops, but they are generated in my own head. Naa lets blame em on D and the cops. Actually the cop ones are kinda amuseing, but they allways lead to (trumpet sound) "D CONTACTTTT" and that wakes me up in a sweat. So I need to shower, gather my laundry. Pack up Guidio, and then leave all by 7:30..Sigh i have time to do it 3 times over.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:05 AM 16 comments

Thursday, May 16, 2002

 
Sunkist fruit gems are like cigs.. once I sart i can stop Arrrggg.
Wish jackp hadnt got em cause I can t stop.. Arrgg.. I am gonna empty the bowl at this rate.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:03 PM 16 comments

 
Well long ass day. but I ave 9 doors hung now. Since I spent 11 hours yeasterday and 8 today it is about time. Allso finished a few dozen more outlests and cleaned alot. And I am wiped. Gt a nice steak and a Reisling for dinner.. Ummm.. Yum. Towarrow is a friday hell so early to be tonite even if I miss the end to CSI. Hopefully the net will be up at kevs or Ill be off line till sat night.
Damn blogger is down. man if you a can beat a good steak, a great wine and a BIG handfull of Sunkist fruit gems I want to know how....
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:23 PM 1 comment

 
"Shareing a drink they call lonlyness, but it is better than drinking alone."

Boy i cant wait till I get the dog. Ok well the current top choice name is Sammy for Sam Adams. Still a bit plebian but it is doable. I am tired but awake had some pretty wierd ass nightmares last night about Jail.. Thank you you damn cops for freeking me out. Ya know I did some reading yesterday and if they try to take me to court over the concealed thing I will beat it. But it all so occured to me what they are probably really doing is just delaying me so they can run a complete background and test my poor .45 300 wasy. NBD, I am not wanted anywhere for anything and the gun is legal so I wish they had just said thats what they are doing rather than scareing me with all this crap. I know I will beat it but I will still have to pay a lawer to do it. But boy oh boy we can have some publicity fun with this one. If for no other reason the guilty till proven beyond a doubt innocent. Oh and for the record, About your person means in a briefcase or rolled in a newspaper. Mine was in plain site so it is crap.
I think I might go work at the house again today. We are down too like 12 million tiny little jobs and only a few big ones. And we are rushing on weekends so they are not keeping the new floors as clean as they should. So I might hang a few doors and sweap the place again. Dirty job and all that but got to be done.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:28 AM 10 comments

Wednesday, May 15, 2002

 
Well long ass day. Got like 6 doors hung though. Only like 34 more to do. Damn there are al lot of doors in this house. Ok well i missed good tv night but TeVo prob caught it, and no i am gonna crash in a big way. poof till tomarrow.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:11 PM 16 comments

 
"Send me lawyers guns and money"

Thought that qoute fit for this morning.
I woke up at 5 am thins morning (thank you you damn bird), and overnight my mind had figured something out. In the prossess of the "talk" yesterday the other detective only said like 3 things, one was stop interupting which amused me, but the other one was when I offered to let them come and look at my other "toys" since I knew none of them have been fired since Oct I wasnt worried. Well the cop said something like "all the whips and chains and stuff". I didn't really say anything to it cause it made no sence. Well i figured it out. They had been following my links and been to Alex's site. Wow. Talk about guilt through assosation. Now I know I have discussed Kink on here before and how it is not something I am comfortable with and not my style. I guess what I am irritated about is two things. One that they are assumeing I am into Kink and a bad boy and into doing illigal things often (not that kink is, but then again this is Maine it might be). And that is just wrong. Talk about presumed guilty untill proven innocent. Ok i am sure that most of the people they deal with are guilty of something or other, but with me it is usually bad spelling and complete disregard of grammer... The other thing that has been slowly grateing on me is that they have to ask the D.A. because they are not sure if faceing a policeman with a gun behind me is "concealed about my person". Now this is crap in my opionion. And completly kills the right to bear arms. I did not hide it, In fact i TOLD THEM I had it. So does this mean that anyone who carries a gun must do it on the top of their head so it can be seen by 360 degrees? And then what about short people that can't see your head? But at least i know why they are "investigating: me now. So if it takes a few weeks so what. I didn't do anything and they are gonna have a hard time makeing it look like I did. But I am also now convinced, it is media time. I have an offer to go on a tv show on sat and talk about this and i was a bit hessitant cause i figured they were just going to give it back by tonmarrow, well... Now they have made it worth talking about. I think it would be interesting to hear other peoples reactions to this crap. And don't misunderstand me, i thought the detective i talked to was a levelheaded guy who knew what he was doing. If he is being so intense about this is not cause it was his idea. And anyways he amused the hell out of me by doing the old cop trick you see on law and Order all the time of if you keep saying something like they did it then they might flub up and admit part of it.. Since I didnt I was amused, but when talking about my other pistols it was "Oh so is that the one you fired?" or a variation. Amuseing as hell but not like I was gonna slip up since I didnt fire any of em. But I still talked to much. i should have answered their questions and left. I do have a tendency to babble and i was a bit nervous. Not often I am a suspect in like a major crime, um like ever. I am still kinda expecting them to show up at the door with a warrent.. I was thinking last night i should clean up this pigsty and hide stuff and then couldnt think of anything to hide. I worried that their might have been like a pack of firecrackers buried in a box or something but I don't even have anything that boreing to worry about. So screw it, this place is trashed. i still ahvnt put anything away form vacations been way to busy. Not alot of point either since I am moveing in a few weeks. I figure I will just use a shovel when it comes time to move.
Ok well DAMN I am posting alot this week. Off and running hitting the day with both feet.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:24 AM 4 comments

Tuesday, May 14, 2002

 
Ok now for the funny part. A good few mins was spent talking about my poor little website. HAHAH I am SUCH a hit slut. Anything to make the hits go up. Anyways, they had some questions about how it worked. I think the comments bit confused them like it does lots of you people. They also had questions about my links and how they worked. And of course in the middle of this I remembered jack has this nasty post on his site saying I tossed a snowshoe at him or something. He thought it was funny to post and it was but he hasnâ??t posted in like a month since. Sigh. So anyways, I was very amused and explained a bit but did not go into major details. All the time thinking Christ what am I going to get into trouble for saying on here. As Mr. Nonesuch once said..."It's not every day
you get to read a blog that will no doubt be subpoenaed
for part of a criminal trial at some point in the future. It's
a fascinating glimpse into a very unusual mind"

Sigh, I hope I haven't said anything convictable on here. And BTW they are hitting it HARD. Had a crapload of hits from them and it is circulating the department cause I am getting multiple hits from them for the same pages so they are passing out the url. AHHAHHA Ok so I am easy to amuse... But hey Cops are people too so they should be allowed on here. I considered blocking the ip but that would be boring.
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:20 PM 16 comments

 
Ok part 2... And this one does worry me cause it is subject to interpretation. When I walked up to the officers I had the .45 stuck in the small of my back. It was showing and my shirt was tucked in UNDER it. This is important cause if it was on top then the shirt could have covered it.. Anyways, I know the shirt was under it cause it would have fallen out otherwise. The sweat pants were not tight enough to hold it in place alone. Anyways, the part that is worrying me is this- Maine state law part 2001 something or other...
No person my display in a threatening manner, or wear under his clothing or CONCEAL ABOUT HIS PERSON, any firearm........ And lots more crap. The important question is was I concealing it because it was at my back and I was facing the cops. Ok so, a few points, 1. I told them, it was not a matter of them seeing it and getting freaked out. 2. It was in plain site if you were behind me. 3. If I had it in my hand then they WOOULD have been freaking out. 4. I was not trying to hide it in any way.

So I think I am ok, but this is a interpretation issue. The D.A> might take it an other way. Hopefully someone will figure out if I was trying to conceal I had my gun on me I would not have walked up to them. Since it was not like I was standing around and they pulled up to me so I had no time to hide it. They were 2 driveways away and I walked up to them they didnâ??t even see me till I got close. Once again I guess I was to trusting, I knew I had not done anything wrong so it never occurred to me I had to hide or anything. I should have just went back to my movie.

So thatâ??s the situation, hopefully it should all get resolved soon and be NBD. I think if they presented me with a summons or something a lawyer could get me out of it pretty easy since my intent was never to conceal or anything. But hopefully it will not come to that.
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:13 PM 8 comments

 
Ok so here is the deal. I have been questioned.. WOOHOO. Kind of amusing but scary too. And now I understand WTF is going on I am not nearly so pissed. More of the irritated and amused side now. So here is the deal. I met with the Detective and we had a nice chat, almost an hour cause I interrupt way to much. I was not read my rights, but I was told I did not have to say anything. Since I didn't do anything I of course babbled nonstop. So here is what is going on and now it does make sense. I am being investigated, for TWO things. Wow I am such a desperado... First is was I the moron who was target shooting in the rain. Though I have to say they did bring up a interesting point about it might have been someone trying to scare the 2 kids someone saw off. That had not occurred to me. But anyways, so since my gun hasn't been fired in a long time I think that will blow over pretty quick. The main reason is because I had 5 rounds in the clip 8-3 =5/// But since all my clips have 5 rounds in em it don't work that way. I got used to loading groups of 5 when I used to shoot alot. So anyways, I looked in the bag and all the other clips had 5 in em also. Ok so I think that will go away fairly quick. Probably faster if they looked around for things like Brass or whatever, but that's not my worry. Ok so that is # 1 and frankly I am not really worried about it since I didn't do it.
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:02 PM 16 comments

 
Oh and we need a dog name. Dark brown type of alcahol. Brandy has been used...
I figure it opend up all the beer names too. Just remember I have to be able to yell it at the top of my voice at 3 am....
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:36 AM 15 comments

 
Well did a bit of scrounging and found the email for the chief here in S.P. so i sent him an email. See if that helps. I have heard good things about him, but that does not mean alot. I will try and call as I am on the road this morning. Survey says????
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:35 AM 16 comments

 
Well damn. Woke up and saw it was 10 mins of 7 so I got up.. Then realised it was 10 mins of 6. grr. NBD I was not going back to sleep anyways. Well today should be interesting, I would really like to see my tax $ at work and them not screw with me, but Ill bet they are gonna try. Public servants, hmm what an oxymoron. What else is going on.. Not alot.. read my list of blogs and posted obnoxious comments on some now i am bored. Its only 6 but screw it I am gonna hop in the shower and get moveing anyways.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:01 AM 1 comment

Monday, May 13, 2002

 
Thank you blogger for eating an other post. 2 in 2 days damn it. Anyways,.....

So I tried to call the detective like 3 or 4 times. Left multiple msgs on his voicemail. No responce. Now i was out of range for a bit but he left me no voicemail so i think it is safe to assume he did not call me back. So my current plan is to get really pissed off soon. Tomarrow I am going to go back in and demand it back. If they say no i am not leaveing with out a reason. if they stonewall i am calling the media. i have already had an offer to be on a TV show next sat about this but I said we need to see if they are going to give it back first. So if I get a stonewall i will call in the media and let them explain it to them. Since i broke no laws nor did anything wrong or unethical or stupid it could be fun. Of course the one stupid thing I did was let them take it. i should have said either place me under arrest or return it to me. The only reason I am not calling a lawyer right now is I did say sure take it if it will make you feel better. i did not expect this to be made into a big deal. But trust me i will do it tomarrow. So it should be amuseing at least.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:49 PM 2 comments

 
Well been as usual a day in the life. So lets do it in some sort of order. Got back from NH and stoped in at the S.P. Police.. Kinda amuseing since one of the dispatchers there went to High school with me. And was a complete asshole but I am giveing him the benifit of the doubt that he has joined the human race, but anyways,,, So we talked for a few mins and he was cool and i was cool and nothing exciting. So then he goes to find the property clerk to get my my .45 back. So the clerk guy shows up and say's "It is part of an investigation so i can not release it. You will have to talk to mummble mummble here is his number and extension. Ok so i argure nicely for about a min before I realise this guy is a flunky and has no power to do crap so i smiled sweetly and left. So i head to Canida. Well not actually but damn close. 127 miles according to the computer but it is ALL back roads, so not like it is gonna go fast. So i get there about 2, had an apointment for 2:30 so i killed some time heading to the border.. Was amused when 5 mins down the road i went into Vermont.. Anyways, got bored and went back and found the kennel. A nice ladie from Cape was just picking up a red one and he was VERY cute, so anyways, she finishes with the others and we start to talk. Now this place is very big, lots of cages and is really very clean. not spotless but an good effort has been made to keep it clean and tidy. So anyways, we talk and we look at dogs and we talk and so forth. I have decided on a very smart acting little guy who is a dark brown. I really did want red but they would be up around the 27 inch range and i want smaller. So this guy should be around 20 inches and that is doable. So i am jazzed. He wont be ready till mid of next month but thats ok i wont be either. Ok pause for station id...
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:15 PM 16 comments

 
"So when you hear gunshots out side your house why did you come out side with a gun?" "um cause I am a country boy and when I hear shooting it is usually a friend target practiceing and I go join em."

Jacko's comment....
I think a good present for the president of the US would be a chocolate revolver. But he is a very busy man so you would have to run right up to him to give him it."

And one more from jacko... "Well I am not sure you should get a dog, I mean D is already shooting at you why give her an other thing to complain about".

Today i am going dog looking. And er, going to canada again. Well, if ya look on a map at where the closeast point to canada is from Maine, that is where i am going. The place is called crabappledowns.com and no link cause I am old and lazy. While I am there I might drive the 12 miles or so and make canada stamp my damn passport. They didnt last time and well, I hate that. I am so excited about looking at the dogs. i really hope they are going to be what i think they are. Fact is if the place is a dump and the parents are dumb then I am not gonna get one. So I want to play with em a a bit and get to know em.
Of course first I have to work for a few hours and then go pick up my gun. heheh Still giggleing over that. Boy I bet i caused the poor guys an hour of paperwork each. oops. Ok well off and moveing for the day.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:51 AM 8 comments

Sunday, May 12, 2002

 
HAHAHAHA ok now I am VERY amused. I just checked the logs.. I think the cops explored my site... And that is a riot. i really do need to do a redesgn though. Also fix this damn SHIFt key... Ok well lback to watching this movie and being amused.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:48 PM 16 comments

 
Ok sit down, this is a good one.

My god sometimes i am a moron. Ok so let me set this up. i am lieing in bed. Just finished filling out the nielsens thingy and looking forward to watching Double Jeapordy... Ok so i am sitting here chilling out when I hear 3 gunshots. Yes gunshots. i KNOW gunshots. So what do i do? i call 911 and go outside. Since i am a country boy I grab the 45. So here i am outside in the drizzell and looking around to see what the fuck is going on. Well in RAPID order 2 Police cars wizz in. And slam to a stop a few doors down. I guess i was not the only one who called. Someone said they saw two kids running away or something. So anyways, here i am with my .45 stuck in my pants. So i of course tell em what i saw and then did a Oh by the way i have my .45 on me, thought you should know. The were pretty cool but not happy i think it is safe to say. So they ask me for it real nice and of course I give it to em. They check and make sure it has not been fired and calm down a bit. So then they are very polite and ask for ID which of course is at the house 3 doors down. So I take em back here and invite them in. Grab my ID and show it to em. So they put in a call at dispatch and no suprise I am really me and no one is out to toss me in jail. Since i can not find my damn concealed permit they decide they need to check me out some more and ask dispatch to check with Yarmouth PD. heheh so a few mins later the call comes back "the subject is known to us but were gonna have to pull up his permit, but he is ok" or something like that. AHHAH I am rolling at this point. these poor guys show up for a damn gun going off and at this point they have spent the last 25 mins makeing sure i am not a danger to anyone. Anyways, no biggy they were good and justr doing their job. Since i havent done anything and all that I was not worried. Oh btw did I mention my room is TRASHED and there are like 8 more guns in my closet with a 12 guage butt sticking out. oopps. heheh So anyways they make me out a recipt and say i need to stop by tomarrow and then i can pick it up. They are probally running it for every crime in Maine useing a .45 in the last 20 years.. But thats ok, I havnt shot anyone since I got it and I know I can prove the date i got it. So anyways, a bit of a pain since I now have to pick it up, but hey, thats what i get for not putting it back in the house when they showed up. But i got to say, it did make the evening interesting after all.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:55 PM 2 comments

 
Damn it.. it ate my post. that hasnt happened in a long time.
Well, errr.. it was a great post too.
I am being nielsen'd and it is so cool i got a little diary i fill out when i watch tv. I can be effecting your comercials.. WOOOHOO.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:28 PM 8 comments

 
Err I did hit the post button didnt I?
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:26 PM 16 comments

 
"Well Shiver me timbers"
Felt like a pirate this morning. no clue why. Worked to had yeserday.. and i hurt. Alot. But off we go for an other one. We really are close to getting the damn house done.. Thank god. Its hard to explain to others why I think I need a puppy. It is like explaining why you need to have air.
Ok poof. Will be back late tonite prob. Sigh.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:59 AM 10 comments

Saturday, May 11, 2002

 
Bv just posted a comment about me being there when the baby is born. And yea there are a few discrepancies. So I will try to explain, badly as per usual.
Yea i repeatedly told her I did not want to be there, and I don't really. I dislike hospitals and not really happy spending time in them. But that being said, I also all along was not planning on not being there. I guess what i was most freeked about was being THERE like in the room. And ya know i do lots of things I dislike on a regualr basis. Lots of things. I am scared of hights.. like very. But yet I stood on a glass floor on the top of the CN tower cause I do things I dont like when i must. She also made the suggestion that i stop by at her work and say "'Id really like to be there when you give birth to OUR son. Would you please do me the courtesy of letting me know so that I can be there?" Well dont think it has not occured to me. cause it has, daily. I grieve over the fact i am not there to see her and help or even just to see how she looks. But she told me to stay away and I have. I am seriously considering revisting this issue shortly. I think I need more info before I do though and I think I have an idea on what I should do... Once I find his damn phone #....
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:02 AM 16 comments

 
"If you love something set it free. If it comes back to you are screwed so run and hide under a picnic table."

It just occured to me That my big bro called last night just to tell me to cgear up. that was cool of him. Really cool of him in fact even though I am no more depressed than usual. So on with my day. Got most of my laundry done. Finnaly figured out why some of the color keeps coming off my towels. The water hoses are backwards.. so cold is hot an so forth. Morons... So now I know. Got a bit of sleep, Kev went to bed fairly early and that was cool. but still I dont sleep well up here. Allways got a ear cocked for trouble. mostly I roam the net reading people who make me look normal, and well that is scary. Of course comedt central has "she is haveing a baby" on and thats just what I need to see. Oh and a equantance had a baby boy last night. So cool. Funny also since I knew about ours comeing before he even did. heheh. But then we knew after 2 weeks. I say we, but it should be she.
Very few personal problems can not be solved by a sutible application of high explosives
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:56 AM 16 comments

Friday, May 10, 2002

 
Well got some stuff done here at work. Answered a few emaisl I have been lax doing. And um. Talked on the phone to my big Bro for a few mins.. Amazing I can be up here for 16 hours and nothing to do. As soon as I get on the phone he needs me. Sigh oh well i am getting paid so i guess i should STFU. Now I am gonna attempt to get some sleep. Sigh. Not likly. Oh crap.. I just remebered.. i was gonna actually fix the spelling on the emails I sent but i forgot and sent em all out. oopps. Oh well, they will live.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:31 PM 16 comments

 
The name issue. Wow. i really have no clue how to handle this one. no clue at all. There is no way I can enforce the agreement we had. hell I am lost on this one. I guess that is gonna be the big litmus test. If my son is named some wierd ass name she comes up with it will be the end of cordial stuff tween us. After that everything we do will be dictated by lawyers. If I can't trust her to name my first born after my father like she thought of then I am gonna be seriously upset and it will be the last time I ever believe a word she says.

Ok well now I am getting more depressed than usual. Least i am going to look at puppies on monday. Someone remind me to bring a camera.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:37 PM 20 comments

 
The birth, Last time I heard i was not invited. And well that pisses me right the fuck off. But I have not actually heard it form her so it could be incorrect. So ok lets assume I am not invited. is it the end of the world? no, but damn close. Is there anything I can do about it. I could apeal to her folks but that would be against the do not contact rule so it is prob a bad idea. So ther eis nothing I can do.
Next few what do i do if she doesnt bother to tell me for a few days and form when i know how long till i get to be a part. Well this one is nteresting. I put off seaing a lawyer and I knwo I will regret it but I could be wrong. So I do have a few options though. First off is it all changes when the baby is born. Right now I basicaly have no rights. Once the baby is born unless she says it is not mine then I have the same rights as her to seeing the baby. Does that mean I think it is a good idea to show up and throw a fit? no. But I think I have to make sure I am a part from minute one. if she fails to tell me till it is convienient for her then I don't know what I will do but I am gonna be real pissed. Real real pissed. Nothing I can do about it probably but I am gonna go nuts about then I think it is just not gonna be pretty. at some point this pretending I do not exist has got to end.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:31 PM 2 comments

 
On to the next subject..
Ok now we all know that a wedding day should be devoted to the bride. Agreed??? So family should shut up and deal with their own crap on their own time. In other words you have to rise above the reasons you hate all the other people and be nice for the sake of the bride. i am assumeing you all agree. Ok so lets follow this analogy err, well sorta one a bit further. How long do you give the bride before you start screaming at your ex husband or whatever. In my opionion at least a few weeks. Now this has absoulutly nothing to do with anything except the day is soon coming when the baby is going to be due. So I have been thinking alot about what I should do. Few issues, the birth, how long till i get to be a part, does she know I care?, how do i deal with it if she doesnt tell me for a few days, the name and how do i handle it if she ignores the agreement we had.
Ok so, start off out of order.. How do i know that she knows I care. Ok so i have been slowly freeking out about how she is treating me, but do I know for a fact she realises that i care and I am staying away not because I don't care but because she told me too.This is in fact important to me. It is stupid of me to care that she knows i care, but I do. I know it is a tad bit wierd to worry about after the way I have been treated but I am at least gonna continue to make the effort to be as good as I can be.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:19 PM 16 comments

 
Well. I am at least not suprised. been sitting here on the Group W bench thinking about getting a dog. It is interesting that all my friends cept one think the idea of me getting a dog is nuts. Why would I want to be tied down. Why do i want to take an free life and add a bunch of structured times to it. yes a dog is work. And yes I have a child comeing. But I sometimes wonder if other people look at it from my side. I want to be tied down some and have some structure to my existance. I need something that is mine. sounds stupid but really I have nothing that loves me really and I miss it. Even if the unbelievable happens and D does a complete 180 it is not gonna happen over night. I know it is a bit strange but in some ways I need someone to take care of. I miss the, well , knowing that someone else is gonna notice if I get run over by a mack truck. So am i crazy to want a dog? yea probably. And sure I am a nut to get a puppy. but ya know what? It's a good kind of crazy. So all of you suck but Doc. Ok well suck might be a bit harsh but deal with it.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:00 PM 4 comments

 
"During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set of footprints, it was then that I was riding the pogostick. "

My mind works in mysterious ways. One of these days i will figure it out, err ok well i might. It is allmost the middle of may. My dad died a year ago, I have a baby coming in a month or two with a woman wo does not even talk to me, and I am on a quest for a new dog. Well, sounds like I have things firmly in control. Right, glad that is sorted.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:48 AM 1 comment

Thursday, May 09, 2002

 
Well got directions and a apoinment to go look at the puppies on Monday. Kinda excited. Of course it is a 6 hr round trip, but thats ok. Pretty sad actually, it is not really that far away, but it is all back roads so it is not exactly 70 mph driveing. But anyways, should be a nice little road trip.
Have done jack all today. Going to do a 24 hr work weekend up N so I will be gone all day tomarrow. Hopefully the net is working up there.. Or I will be really pissed. Also not happy cause I got a check in today, and it was about 1/2 of what I needed.. grrr. So cash is gonna be tight for a few weeks damn it. It is amazing how much it costs me to live here even though the rent is low. When you add in power, sewer, gas, phone, cable, cable modem, water and what ever else jacko can think of it is double the rent. nuts...
Ok well i am a tad bored, I got lots to do but i am still in vavction mode and dont feel like it. So i am gonna not do anything. Good reason huh? was playing Heroes III but I found a pile of cheat codes so I am bored with it now.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:52 PM 16 comments

 
Oh if I only had some C4.
There is this very cute and I am sure lovable cardnial hanging out up here. Hmm thats a bird not the moron in Boston who is in trouble.. Since my currents thoughts are the question of wether a c4 lined nest or a small c4 tree would be best to um "Silence" the little bugger I think I should make the fact i am talking about a bird and not some moron in the catholic heirachy straight right from the top.
This bird is begining to piss me off. It keeps takeing craps on my car and positivly delights in hanging around out side my window at dawn and freaking out. Hmm and I guess that is better than me freakling out and hanging around outside Dawns window. Ok sorry minor word humor. Anyways, this bird is very close to pronouncing its death sentance. I am in other words getting pissed off. But in the spirt of fair play I am going to make it fair for the bird. Since I am moveing in about a month all it has to do is not wake me up tween now and then and it can live. Doesn't that sound fair? Take this as a final warning bird, you will get no other.
And to think I allways wondered if the view was neat as you spiraled into insanity. Duh, of course it is.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:36 AM 9 comments

Wednesday, May 08, 2002

 
One of those nights. Can't fall asleap. Went out and smoked a butt in the dark and had a few racoons show up and say hi. they were a tad suprised when i said BOO. I got a pic of em up the tree, but well, it likes like a coon in a tree not exactly exciting. i would normally just shoot em but they frown on that here in the city. And you treehugers shut up. They are not liveing in the wild, these are eating garbage so screw em.
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:40 PM 16 comments

 
Well today I had a plan. Not mind you a good one but still a plan. So today i followed my plan and did Jack All. Mostly played a game on the compuer and the most strenous thing was to fill up a trash bag with all the crap in my front seat. Fun Huh. Now I am watching good tv night. Simple minds, simple pleasures.. And I need a simple mind right now.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:05 PM 16 comments

 
Things going through me head at 4:30 while I sit on the porch smokeing a butt. Nice moon. Seagulls sound about like I would imagine a donkey does after you stuck a soldering gun up its butt and turned it on. Things not going through my head. The WWf changed its name to WWE....
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:47 AM 11 comments

Tuesday, May 07, 2002

 
Well i took advantage of the spare time I have (12 hours worht) and applied for a puppy. Or requested info at least. I ran into a nice cross tween a standard and a minature poodle last weekend. great size and the people were ever so happy with him. So I asked for the breader. We shall see...
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:28 PM 7 comments

 
Ok NOW I feel like an idiot. If you read the last post you will wonder why it sounds like a morning post.. Well thats cause I fell asleap after dinner at 5 ish and just woke up at 6:55 and got ready for work. Wondered why I was still so tired and stuff. Got all ready, got in the car and went.. Ok this is wierd. The sun is coming up in the mountains not the coast.. hmmm. Tom Licus is on not Imus... Hmmm. Honest it took me 10 mins to figure out it was still night not morning. Wow do i feel like a dumbass. I guess thats why i dont remember getting up at all last night, cause I only slept for an hour not 13. damn I am dazed and confused. Ok then, shame I dont use drugs and can't blame it on them. So, I guess it is time to go back to bed again.... Glad i got all showered and dressed for it.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:23 PM 1 comment

 
"Catcha falling star and put it in your pocket, save it for a rainy day"
Grug. I am awake. Slept like a rock so why am I so tired????
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:00 PM 16 comments

 
Well spent a few hours over at the house setting up a tile floor for the front door area. Gonna be nice but was a pain to get it to look right. Need to seal em before we lay em though. Then I played wireing for a bit then i came home. Exciting huh.. Got myself a Cajun Salmon steak for dinner on the Barby and then I might crash early.

Saw this the other day..
"When did mannequins get nipples all of a sudden? I don't remember that when I was a kid. Does this mean that fashionable women will stop wearing bra's and start buying nipple-hardening creams? Frankly I'm a little alarmed." Alarmed, I can think of worse things, Alot worse things. but amuseing cause I had noticed it too. Damn i ned to make this shift key jusyt a tiny bit higher.. I keep missing it or not getting it depressed in time. So rryy...
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:19 PM 1 comment

 
"Hey want to come hang out with me? (spiderman)"
What a severly screwed up night again. Woke up in the middle of the night and thought I was in a hotel. So in 1.5 secs i freeked out cause 1. Mom was gone. 2. there was no Lobby. 3. My door was open. Was pretty wierd, i usually allways know where I am so was a tad strange. Ok off and running I think I am gonna go lay tile this afternoon too. So close to getting it all done I think we might go work on finishing it.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:34 AM 9 comments

Monday, May 06, 2002

 
Hey you statitions, hmm nice spelling.. and minor digresion, I am looking forward to helping my kid with homework so i can learn to spell again.. ok digresion over with.. Hey you statitics people, Fuck you. I get SO PISSED when I hear that spiderman grossed more than anyother movie. Well DUHH. when for example star wars came out a ticket cost what 2.50? now it is 8.00 so no shit it grossed more. Lets try an accurate number like people going to the theaters. Almost as angry as saying a pentium 4 1.5 gig is faster than a apollo g4 1 gig. Yea right thats such crap. I hate people who spend all day figureing out a way to make a piece of shit sound better cause it will help their marketing. But I hate worse the weenies who feed em the numbers. And on that storyline, errr ok well not but still. Great story i am reminded of. When Starwars came out I dont think I saw it in the theater. it might have been a year or so later.. but anyways. I was a youngin. And when I saw it again on the rerelease, I was completly freaked out, Lea was STACKED. i did NOT know that. I was too young when it first came out to notice... But wow, thats what i get for not seeing it in between. Ok well crappy rant but i have to much percolating. So i will end tonite with two thoughts. On Congrads all to hell EVL, I could not be happier for ya. (if you dont know, dont ask) and last but not least, A big Hi to Wonko the Sane.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:28 PM 16 comments

 
Magnets.
You all suck. Ok no thats not fair. Most of you suck. bout a year ago, or so I put out a call for magnets for my fridge. A few of you came through and mailed me some.. My aunt Jane deserves special mention cause she really came through. Sent me like 5 and they were all cool. Well the rest of you bailed on me. Well when i stoped in Edmonton Dnandy gave me 2 magnets. One was for the baby pictures so minus 5 points for not doing it a year ago. but plus 10000 for remembering and going I am sure out of her way to get me some. Was really cool and left me speachless. And lord knows that is rare as hell. I am really looking forward to moveing and since getting a new fridge is part of the package they will be the first to go on it. Completly was one of the things that made the trip so special for me. Course being with Mom helped too, but still you get the point. Ok well that is enough for one night. But the floodgates have been opened. I havnt done any good rants in a while so it is time. hmm actually i have one on tap so i will let fly with it also.. Pause for station id...
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:21 PM 3 comments

 
Fishing and today. Today worked out.. I was freeked this morning, I screwed up everywhere I went kept forgeting exits and crap but I took the day off and the XFR and anoyinng John and I went fishing. Had a blast. Once again cought thousands of fish, errr, make that 0. Anyways was still fun the xfr and I cought dinner and a movie. Good time had by all. Still freeking out, I fell like it is delayed post trumatic disorder or something. The thing is i have had a few women in my life most of whom i loved ina guarded way. The XGF I love more now than when we were together and I would have spent the rest of my life with her fairly happy. but D was the first and will allways be the one. Damn shame she hates me. Sigh. Ok what else was on the list. Oh yeah...
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:15 PM 7 comments

 
Women, ok I am a wierd beast. I have never been hurting for a lady love when ever i wanted one. Mostly cause I can walk up to a girl and start a conversation damn near anywhere. I have no shame and no embarisment if i am bored. So anyways, say a majorly hot chick in Boston while waiting for steveo to get unlost and figure out how to find north station with going through New Hampshire twice. She was very attractive, smartly dressed and had a not to loose shirt on and no bra. And she was built. The view was incredable. Now I am capable of walking through downtown NYC and never seeing a hooker just seeing targets for conquest, dont laugh it happened. And I was unfortunatly on the phone with XFR so I did not go and introduce myself. Damn you XFR. I should have. At this point how much worse could my life get right? Anyways, water over the falls, and it was very cool of XFR to come get me even though I swear he needs a gps hot glued to his arm.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:07 PM 16 comments

 
Cell phones. Ok here is a simple fact of Chuck life. i am REALLY easily amused. This is a well proven fact. For example. One of the best things i got while on vacation i bought at the worlds 2nd largerst mall or something. Would have been first but no amusement park... they kept telling us this, but anyways....It was a new antennia for my poor little abused Star-tac. And yes the reason I am so amused is it is a lit antennia Has a small battery and a rf signal will make a bunch of LED's flash. Now for someone like me this is just the balls. i am like so in love. So I am at the movies tonite and I get an email and the thing freeks. The LED's are DAMN bright and it was flashing in all directions. being a good soul I turned it off, but I was giggleing as i did. I want an other one. i am gonna waterproof it and stick it on the top of my ham ant on the car.. WOOHOO that will fuck with peoples minds on the highway. Oh remembered what else i ment to blog on, magnets...
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:02 PM 2 comments

 
Ok now sit right and get comfortable. Cause I be bloging. For the sake of the nameless others I will try to add a paragraph here and there.
Ok so.. few topics to cover.. movies, cell phones, women, fishing, and whatever I remember in the prossess. And I hearby declair i dont have the energy to proof as per usual so deal with my being sloppy.

Movies. Man ok here is one for you. i STRONGLY recomend you do NOT go and see spiderman. Hmm make that stronger. But I must also say to fit my proabition you must also be in love with a redhead. So ok if you dont have one who hates you then I guess you can go see it. The movie is great, wonderfull job following the comic book "bible". But I was freeked out. The love ... Oh btw if you havnt seen it and dont want a spoiler dont read till next paragraph. The love setup and diatribe realy hit far to home with me. The whole love from afar and all that stuff. Actually ther eis no spoiler but most of you dont care about my love life problems.. Sigh. Damn it I wish life was more like a comic book at times in that if i went and poured out how I feel she would be happy rather than slap me with a restraining order. Ok so basically the movie was great, the emotions it brought up really sucked. To qoute an other great movie and 2 chuck points for the first person who posts what one it was from.."it is better to have loved and lost than not loved" "yeah, then you try it"
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:58 PM 16 comments

 
Man I am gonna kill Jacko. he used my computer while I was gone.. Fine, no prob. But he changed damn near every setting and added 500 songs to my Itunes and added a crapload of bookmarks and covered my desktop with crap. It i really pissing me off to have to change things back when I never moved them. Growl. Ok off to work for a few hours.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:16 AM 2 comments

 
" Goodmorning and welcome to reality"

Well this morning has officially sucked. Sleept good and then woke up in a FULL panic attack. Completly freeked out. Had a wierd ass dream that I ran into D at a store and she miscarried infront of me. Was not pretty. I was pretty good about putting this stuff out of my mind while I was on vacation. Mom and I tallkd about it a bit but I did'nt obsess and just let it go for a few weeks. Bad plan. I havnt seen her for about 4 months or so on her choice. I feel like I should be sending her flowers or something to let her know I am here and care but that would be against her wishes. It is now less than 2 months till the baby is born and we have had no contact at all for 2 months now.None. Zero, Zip. I really don't know if I can handle not knowing how she is and how she is doing. I want to skulk in a corner and see if I can catch her somewhere and just see her but I know that I can't cause that would be against what she asked me to do. I guess i am just being selfish and thinking of myself again, but the fact that no one has told me anything really and she hasnt even made one way contact is really hard to handle. I have a friend who is talking to her and I think he would tell me if something big was happening even if she asked him not to, but I don't really know. Damn I do not do well when I am not in control of a situation. ok well nothing to do, nothing but dealing with it I guess. But I am not a happy camper.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:39 AM 16 comments

Sunday, May 05, 2002

 
Well, sine at least ONE person asked.. I will tell all. My theory is since my life exploded in a big bang, I am still (allmost certianly delusionally) under the impresion it might all come back together hense the oposit of the big bang. I know it is a foolish ppipedream, but She went out like switching off a light, it might work in reverse...In theory

Long day working at the house.. but got alot more done.
And I am NOT a drunken troll
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:58 PM 2 comments

 
"I hate it when I am obscure and no one notices"

Ok thats it. I am now not going to explain my Gnab Gib theory till at least 5 people ask. Thats whay you get for ignoreing me. ARRRRGGG. ok well I am awake, and that is a good chunk of the battle. I come back from vacation nice and relaxed and then go and work for the whole weekend.. Nuts.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:36 AM 2 comments

Saturday, May 04, 2002

 
Well worked over at the house today. got not alot done and they still have so much to do. orginisation is not exactly a strong suit over there right now. But hey progress was made while I was gone so that was good. So I guess we are on the home stretch and gonna try to get all the small stuff done fast. yeah... Oh and Men in Black is on.. Great flick so I must watch it. That is my deep thought for the day.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:40 PM 16 comments

 
I have developed a new plan. I am going to coast until the Gnab gib. For today , I will go play with the new house...
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:10 AM 16 comments

Friday, May 03, 2002

 
So. I had a vacation. And it was a damn good one. Now I guess i have to rejoin the life currently in progress. On that note, damn but Dan Rather is looking old. Course I havnt seen him in prob a year... Anyways, back into my life.. Um ok. So whats the plan. Well thats a damn good question. D issue I think I am going to continue to table for now. Going to continue to prepare my life in the unreasonable expectation she is going to acknowledge me someday. Other than that, I am gonna continue to blindly wallow through life. I also think I might order a few bottles of Ice Wine. Damn but the stuff was good. I really want to share with special people but that isnt gonna happen. Half the people I care about hate and or detest the other half. And hell a few of them detest me (read above). So I havnt decided yet. I might just curl up with some crackers and get snookered on the bottle I have. Now THATS a plan. Anyways, I am going to goto work tomarrow. Well, go and work on the house, since I don't get paid it isnt really work, and I am still tired but I am gonna go and help out.
So to all of you wonderfull people oout there in electron land, good night.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:24 PM 16 comments

 
Ok here are some of the pics.
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More will be available for the die hards at some point. Along with alot more text.. Some of the great things we did and People we met like Dandy, and Kristy, Olivia, oh hell I will not list em all. but I do remember you if we met on the trip. had a absolutly fabulous time and it would have been very hard to have been better. I will write more I promise.
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:34 PM 14 comments

Thursday, May 02, 2002

 
I am home.. Very tired, but home.. I am gonna start looking and getting pics ready.. I will do a full rundown with pics in the next few days.. I promise.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:06 PM 1 comment

 
Amtrac sucks. Almost home
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:41 PM 16 comments

Wednesday, May 01, 2002

 
In Toronto... Home tommorow, and Mom is teaching me to spel. Got tones of pics but I do not have energy to go get the cable and dump them. i will later.. Found a lovely apple retailer I am stealing bandwidth from...
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:32 PM 10 comments

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