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Wednesday, October 31, 2001

 
Well West Wing was good tonite, Enjoyed it alot. Nice to know that there is good tv out there. And gosh durn (there ya go Doc) I am itching all over. Arrrrgg either we have flees which is no that likly, or I am becoming alergic to my life, which could well be. Weddings all over the tv , grace and will and um providence I think.. wierd.. people have weddings on there mind... Ok well I have to leave at 6 am for work so bed time for bonzo,
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:02 PM 0 comments

 
Well I went trick or treating with the IF et all after all. We did not do much but he had a blast. And uncomfortable silences were keept to a minimum from grandpa. so all went well.

Now onto good tv night.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:38 PM 2 comments

 
Dawson's creek.. thats what she watches. HA. See i do listen when she talkes, I just don't listen real well all the time. Naa just joking, sigh I am so bored... Id much rather be trick or treating with a 6 year old. Yea Yea thats the ticket...sigh.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:20 PM 0 comments

 
Well this is boreing. TV is halloween crap. Yuck.And someone left a nasty comment.. heheh I was amused I guess that is good then. I had a real nice post but had a power burp and it went bye bye before I posted it. sigh
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:20 PM 0 comments

 
I am feeling very lonly today. no one is makeing comments or anything. Sigh
OK well screw ya all. You all are just figments of my imagination anyways. Well I thought of an other major problem today also. The GF likes to watch some yuppy, treehugger, woman show on wed at 7. So I guess I will have to go home so I can see Ed. HEHEH actually I don't even remember what it is she watches, but I am sure it falls into one of those catagories. hehe such fun should not be had.
posted by Chuck Pierce 1:48 PM 5 comments

 
The Newt yest was saying how he helped deliver his son.. And ok I can see that, though I alos have to say I remember him freeking out over blood more than once when we were kids. But I am glad it worked so well for him. I am just not convinced. Christ thats the whole problem with society today, the only person saying what should be happening in the delivery room is the Dr. We pay enough cash for them to be in charge so why do we add conditions. Sigh.. If ya give me time I will come up with a rational reason why it also is unconstitutinal, indecent, condemed by the Bible, and causes weight gain and cancer.
I really think I allready lost this battle, but never let it be said I did not struggle to the end.
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:03 AM 3 comments

 
Pretty sad I am still snickering about my denile joke. Sigh. I just got up and walked over here, and I really don't have anything to say. Sad huh. Guess I will play or watch Ally Mcbeal sigh. i am sick of tv.. OH BUT WAIT today is good tv night. Woohoo. and it is Halloween. Sigh ok thats not a good thing. I really wanted to be the little stepdad doing stuff with the IF. But I am working and that makes it hard. Oh well. Good day for Halloween though, full moon.
Was so bright last night I had a hard time sleeping.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:10 AM 2 comments

 
We are haveing a so far polite discussion about Dad's in the delivery room. I would rather have a finger amuputated. She of course wants the support of someone there. And this one we shall have to see on. Not that I wont help anyways I can, but frankly being in a room when someone you love is in major pain and not happy about it is not my idea of fun. I offered to give her a cell phone, but she for some reason does no think that is a good substitute. Sigh. Who was the moron who came up with this idea anyways.. I would much rather be outside smoking heavly.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:20 AM 6 comments

 
"Denile is not only a river in Egypt."

Ok well I was amused.. Wow woke up 9 mins late today. Had to break speed records but I got here on time. And some moron had moved stuff all around for no reason. hehe I think they wanted to get on the computer, but I have it locked down.
Should have thought about that before they abused my equipment. Weird ass night. Was dead tired and crashed at like 9.. but then woke up at 4 and had a hard time going back to sleep. That damn book gave me nightmares.
Been reading "what to expect when you are expecting" YUCK. 80% of the stuff in here I really did not want to know. Only good thing is I am gonna make the GF's life hell now I know all this stuff. I am SURE I will catch her eating something eventually that she shouldnt. If nothing else it is gona piss her off when I say, oh that is perfectly normal from week 4-12. heheh Revenge is mine. But really lots of stufff in there I really do not want to know.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:16 AM 2 comments

Tuesday, October 30, 2001

 
growl
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:18 PM 0 comments

 
damn my comp is not online. wierd..Audrey is though...
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:16 PM 0 comments

 
Well the Newt showed up after all. Very cool. We sat and had a long chat and shot the crap. He has a cute boy who I have not even met it has been so long since I have seen him. Kinda neet to see a good friend who ya havent seen for a while. Now I am gonna chow though. He showed up just as my food was ready so I waited and now I am starved..
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:21 PM 0 comments

 
OK Done. Heater took a long time and sucked but it is all done. And since I was so good today I think I am going to make some Chowda. Very very cool to start the car from the house. Now if I could just get it to bring my phone to me when I leave it in the car life would be good. hehe.

Ok food time, err breakfast tiem that is.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:23 PM 0 comments

 
Ok well I guess I am a genius. Cause it actually works. WoohOo baby. Very cool might I say.. And only took me 2 hours to instal it. Course, gonna be 2 more hours to clean up and then I have to replace the blower moter.. But still, this is cool. I just love it when a plan comes together..
Still no word on my friend, he mighta got busy, NFC.
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:08 PM 0 comments

 
Ok well long run home today, made a few stops. Now I am gonna go play on the car. A good friend who I havent seen in years might stop by and say howdy also.. So that will be cool. Got a new blower moter and gonna instal that too. the old one has a sqeek that is driveing me NUTS. ok here we go, time to rip the car apart again.
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:14 PM 0 comments

 
OK good progress for before 8am. Figured out the prob I was haveing net wise.. and got it fixed. And doing that fixed Audrey who has been unhappy last few days. Woohoo.
Somehow I had put in a bogus DNS and it was still finding a good one, but it was looking at the other one first.
So today I am gonna work on the car. Looking forward to starting it from inside. I also think I am gonna replace the heater fan at the same time that has been makeing a sqeek and driveing me GAGA. HAd wierd but happy dreams about the gf and her family. We were all being buddy buddy and all that and we were moveing in just down the st. Wierd huh.
OK well I guess I should get moveing. Sigh
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:19 AM 0 comments

 
Well hmmm net is flaky this morning. Hopefully it will be ok by the time I get back. I decide to work this morning after all. So if the brakes fail least I will be in the car not TFR.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:56 AM 0 comments

 
"I am no longer in a loop, I am commited to makeing all new disasters this year."

Least it stays interesting...
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:45 AM 6 comments

Monday, October 29, 2001

 
OK here is my basic idea.. And yo, gf, turn the brain off for this one.,. just cause its about you doesnt mean its about you.

OK well I have been thinking marrage latly. And I was before this happened. But to put it nicely I avoid marrage like oil does water. BUT god damn it I am goona have to do it eventually. And if I am gonna due it, might as well be with some I care about. BUT I am not gonna get married just cause were haveing a kid. Cause that is complete crap and no it isnt gonna happen. Screw the general public, most of you are frigging sheep anyways.. (Baaa) buy here, wear this, fit in like this. I wanna get married for the presents. Err no wait no that isnt right. But the concept of one woman and all that for like ever is frigging scary. I think we have already established I have a problem with commitment. I think we can saftly say I had a glass of wine tonite too.... I am only awake hopeing a friend will call. Sigh, basicall so i can ell him he has no chance with the NGF cause were kinda a thing now, so um great to see ya but dream on. naa that isnt fair, he could just have called her to say HI. And I asked for his number it is not like she told me to blow him off or anthing.
I need a frigging Diamond
Why you ask? well cause she wants one. She says its ok and all that, but well. She wants a damn rock. Now don't get me wrong Ill buy the stupid thing. And i got NO problem with showing my devotion and how much I care and all that. But what pisses me off is they are NOT rare and they are only expensive cause debears has a frigging mopnopoply on em. Sigh. you know how many get buried and or heirloomed every year? people keep grandma's and great grandma's and all that.
See now I got this great idea, you should give them to someone you barly know to pass on the love and careing. (My address is on the main page) It is like a chaine letter you get ggod luck giveing it.
Ok well it was worth a try. I figure I can spend 12 billion on a ring or I can buy diapers and like a house. sigh. I hate rocks.
Ok well I am getting to sober now to type. Poof.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:18 PM 3 comments

 
OK I just have to ask, DOES ANYONE NOT KNOW we are haveing a baby. Ok not that it is like hidden I am proud as a peacock and happy as a clam. And I am talking in animal metaphors.. Anyways, the IF was told tonite. With lots of "you will be the best big brother" and all that. And he is excited. Mommy is a tad bit tired and dizzy att imes so he needs to help out some. Hmm then again Mommy is often dizzy, err, hmm ok thats gonna get me in trouble. Anyways the IF has been told. Crap, we might have to come up with a new name for the cute little bugger, since we kinda have a whole family coming. Christ, time for a page break

Ok I want judical notice take that I have used love, we and family in sentances today and I did it sober, err well mostly.
Mother to jesus the Dad idea is takeing a while to be absorbed. I kinda wish Dad was here, but then again, he is probably happier. Dad thought Puppies and kids were very cute, especially when he got to chuckle em under then chin then LEAVE. And to give Dad his due, he was not Mom. hmm let me rephrase that, Dad would be giveing me crap about haveing a baby and being unmarried and so forth. Now don't get me wrong Mom thinks it but she keeps her mouth shut. OK OK OK im doing a page break Conney.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:00 PM 5 comments

 
Well got the brakes done. And I bought a remote car starter. Something I really need in the mornings up here. Was different when the car was just out the door but now it is way over there and I am sick of walking out to start it and then walking back inside. Had major frost ever day for a week or so now.. So that can be tomarrows project to instal.. Yea Ha. Such fun. Bout a million wires I have to find and isolate.. sigh.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:28 PM 1 comment

 
God darn it, gonna be one of those days. Decided to do my brakes today, on the front. So I stoped and got the parts and ripped the car apart, and you guessed it they screwed up. They did it for a 93 instead of a 94 or something. So nothing fits and I have to go back. Course the car is in 50 parts and I really dont want to put it all back together.. Sigh. What a pain. So I am gonna have to borrow the landlordess's car and go get the stuf.. But she is busy so it will have to wait. Sigh... Oh well could be worse I guess..
And I got a call from my Aunt today, mostly to say hi but also to ask where the hell Mom is.. heheh I guess she forgot to tell people.
posted by Chuck Pierce 1:55 PM 6 comments

 
Well stoped and got the stuff to replace the front brakes on the car.. so that might be the afternoon project. Think I might just have a relaxing day, my back is really hurting. Course a walk would prob help more.. Sigh...
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:34 AM 0 comments

 
I don't know why she swallowed a fly, perhaps she'll die?

Well I had a great time yest, the GF was not quite as happy, but WOOHOO BABY send out for a ticker tape parade, she was not pissed at me. WOOOHOO. I KNEW moms had a great purpose.
No really, I like her mom, and I really don't think there is any chance I am gonna retrain her, so I guess I will just write it in big letters and then point to it alot. They tend to say things that mean something else and all that. I don't. So she sometimes looks to deep into me being a wise ass. And I am of that there is no doubt, but it is harmless. I love the gf no matter what she looks like and if she puts on 55 lb instead of 35 lb with the baby I am not gonna care in the least. I am gonna give her crap about it now and then, but I don't really care. It all has to do with different styles. I say hurtfull things once in a while, but they mean nothing and I don't build up resentment. They don't say nasty things, but resent everything you do for ever.
Sigh, but hse is still cute, and I like em cuddly...
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:26 AM 3 comments

Sunday, October 28, 2001

 
Well we had a great time. But I am tired so gonna crash I think. Not much more to say. I wanted to stop at Diamond stores to look on the way home but TMILFH did'nt so we came home instead...
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:38 PM 0 comments

 
"I hate to advocate drugs, alcohol, violence, or insanity to anyone, but they've always worked for me."

Well I am up nice and early, going to the Bos science Mues today withthe whole crowd. Got to shave and shower and crap. And then of course I have to clean the car out cause MILFH hates dog hair or something. This time were takeing the Taurus down.. If I am gonna drive a long ways I really like useing my car, but then again, Im wierd.

Oh BTW last night SUCKED. forgot to put the sleep timer on the tv.. God damn infomercials,.. I had dreams all night that I was selling rotisery cooking thingies that you could buy with no money down. Was damn wierd.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:57 AM 2 comments

Saturday, October 27, 2001

 
Sigh, I just can't win. I finally start to get a handle on things. The GF was right that I turned white the other day when she called me Daddy. Was just chatting withthe Landlory et all, and they got me again. I honestly had not considered twins till then.. Sigh, I just love all the blood draining from my head at once..
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:45 PM 1 comment

 
Well long day doing nothing. Did some laundry thats about all. Nap time till i get relieved...
posted by Chuck Pierce 3:31 PM 0 comments

 
You know there really should be like a test before ya can have kids. Course if there was I woud probably study to fail, bu tthats no tth epoint. It scares me that I can not go down to the local pound and adopt a dog yet I can have a kid. Or then again there is something wrong withthe pound. you choose. I think I will stop and get some food on the way home and cook dinner for the GF et all. I have great theories on birthdays, like you should allways take the day off.. Or I will and you can to unless it means I have to do something.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:07 AM 0 comments

 
Well it is her birthday so I am going to do my laundry. hehe not that I don't allways do it, sigh. Allways reminds me of one of my best moves ever. When the XGF moved in with me 12 odd years ago I immidiatly destroyed something of hers in the machine. HHEEH opps. Well the end result was I was never allowed to do laundry again. Boy that was such a hardship huh? ok well; I guess I should get started.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:55 AM 7 comments

 
"Will you still need me, will you still feed me, When I'm 64"

Happy Birthday Babe. Gonna be a fun year.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:50 AM 1 comment

Friday, October 26, 2001

 
Sigh he got up at 7:30 and he is still up.. Grrr. Wish he would crash.. Its horrid to say hes easyer when he has has a siezure but damn then he sleeps. Course I helped with breakfast, lunch, and dinner and that it all day. but damn I want to goto sleep.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:19 PM 1 comment

 
It just occured to me that fems have to say something on the order of To Love, Honor, and Obey. Hmm this might not be a bad thing after all.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:08 PM 19 comments

 
Well the other day I did something I NEVER do. I bought someone a card. Since it was a congrads on being expecting you can guess who it was for..(and whats your excuse for not doing the same??)
That is like beyond rare for me. I dont do birthday or xmass or well any cards. I am just not a card type person. But I thought she needed it so I went out of my way and blew $.33 on a stamp. Arnt I sweet?
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:18 PM 5 comments

 
Ya know I am still a tad bit thrown by this whole kid concept. I mean lets think about this. Ok now we know I am such a good influence on kids, can you just imagine what the first words are gonna be? I think I will put my $ down on it muttering Moron under it's breath.
Hmm I also think that useing the word it to describe it is not gonna go over well with some people.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:50 PM 1 comment

 
I am just waiting for the shoe to fall. I KNOW as soon as I fall asleap Jacko will call and think he can get away with it cause I told him to call. Sigh.. I just KNOW it. so I have stayed up all day. hehe I really am not right at times
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:39 PM 0 comments

 
Well I am bored. Not alot to do and my back hurts to bad to sleep. Sigh. Guess back to watching Buffy the Vampire Slayer.. sigh I am bored.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:50 PM 0 comments

 
Bride of Chucky is on tues at 9. Have to wonder if this is mandatory watching for the gf. I have never seen it, but I can only assume it applies....
posted by Chuck Pierce 3:24 PM 1 comment

 
Some very good friends of mine have a 1.5 ish year old daughter. And she is might I add cute as a button. And though don't get me wrong, they are GREAT parents, I mean they dote on her, I do sometimes bite my tonge so I don't stuff my views on childraising down their throught's. Not that they do anything bad mind you just different than me.. So well I was just sitting there thinking how amused they must be that now I am gonna get to find out all for myself. But thats ok, depressing as that idea is, I can allways get a good grin... heheh Just remember folks it might be a boy... and then it would be MY son.. and you have a daughter, Now who is laughing....
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:20 PM 14 comments

 
Oh My God.
J C penny is haveing a million $ jewerly sale. 30-60 % off. Could the be a Sign from above? Should I walk don't run?
Oh wait they allways have sales, guess ther eis no rush.
posted by Chuck Pierce 1:31 PM 0 comments

 
Well tomarrow is somebodys birthday. And of course she gets shit. No just jokeing I already got her a present. And I think she likes it... hehehe I guess you could say she got 2 presents in fact, both of them early. HAHA ok so I crack myself up, whats your point.
Well I am disturbed about things latley, but thats nothing unusual is it. So where are we going from here. Damn good question. And one I do not knwo the answer too yet. But I can almost guarante it will be interesting to see what happens. Sigh. I really do hate change, but I am willing to accept that some changes are for the good. So let's just walk down the road and see what happens. reminds me, lets see how far I get..

The road goes ever on and on.
Down from the door where it began,
Now far ahead the road has gone
and I must follow if I can
Pursueing it with egeare feet
untill it meets some larger way
where many paths and errands meet
and wether then who can say.

Wow pretty good copy for something left over from many years ago. If you don't know where it comes from then you should learn to read. (mentioning no names ..Jacko) HEHE Actually,. on the Jacko subject.. He deserves Kudo's in a nice way. He has made a major attempt to make sure I am doing ok daily since we found out the big news. I think it very unlickly I am gonna go into a depressed funk, but it has been cool of him to be there. Most of my friends are the all attention when around, out of mind when not type. So Jacko has been very cool latly and I shouldnt sack on him so much.. My bad.. ok and even I am getting amased at my spelling latley. hheh I guess I need to actually look once in a while.
SO plans for the weekend.. Well, I am here till 4 ish tomarrow. And she is going over to the folks to have a mini party and then the IF has a bday party for someone else. SO>>> hmm I should prob go over there and make her dinner sat night. Yea well that might be a plan. Sunday the Gf, If, and MILFH are going to go Bos way and goto the meuseum or something. That btw was Mother In Law From Hell.... ANd don't take that wrong, I love the gf's mom dearly. But she LOVES to wind me up. I mean singing little reindeer for my xmass tree type wind up. She is the QUEEN at finding annoying trinkets that will drive me nuts, It is a real talent. But we do get along well, or she has yet to kill me I should say.
Well Ok time for a nap, its about the only way I can get jacko to call me anyways, if I fall asleep he automatically dials my number...
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:19 PM 3 comments

 
God damn I hate people. I am fairly pissed. Since there is nothing to do up here at work.. I brought some stuff up. We got a cable modem and I brought up a decent computer and a few Monitors. Grabed a table and chair and lamp and all that. And these assholes keep breaking things. Its begining to really piss me off. So, screw em all. I am gonna lock this puppy up solid and they can get stuffed. The chair up here is not the greatest but it is comfortable and it was my Mothers.. And some moron broke 2 screws on the bottom so it leans over now. It was not just a matter of sitting on it, they HAD to lean over or sit on the arm or something. The heads of the bolts were on the floor and they snaped 1/4 inch bolts. So screw em, no one even had the courtesy to leave a note saying sorry or trying to fix it,. People really piss me off, no one ever thinks of the other people they are around. So screw it.
BTW
Jacko call me when you get up..
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:14 AM 1 comment

 
"Two all beef paties, special sauce, lettuce cheese. Pickles, onionons on a seasame seed bun"

Yea well don't look at me, I go no clue how my mind works either.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:41 AM 0 comments

Thursday, October 25, 2001

 
Well had a great time over at the GF's tonite.. But I am wiped out and I have to get up for work in only a few hours so I am gonna crash hard now.
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:27 PM 0 comments

 
http://www.salmondays.tv/salmon_days.htm#
All I am gonna say
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:46 PM 0 comments

 
Well got on Clan Lord for a bit this eve. Been a long time since I have been able to get on and play. Maybe I will wander around this weekend online if I get time while working...
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:33 PM 0 comments

 
On the subject of thoughts.. I am being wierd. And I do not know why. I was invited to go over for dinner and tv with the GF tonite.. And she didn't get mad, but I kinda been squrming about it. And I have NFC why, but it is wierd. OK it makes no sence, but I have been acting like she has a comunicatable disease. I think I am just trying to put off for as long as I can the inevitable discussions that are coming..And that is dumb as hell cause I want to have them. So the end result is I have no clue why I am freeking out about seeing her. Lord knows I am thinking about her all the time, I hate it when even I can't figure out WTF I am doing. So anyways, I am gonna go see her anyways and just deal with it. But I think I am gonna put off major discusions till I get oriented a tad bit more on where I am going. And I should add it is very easy to tell when I am backing off or hesitant and she has been good at not getting mad.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:38 PM 0 comments

 
OK. Mentioning no names of course (Mr. Randal Farr) but WOW. OK I have a friend who has a web journal.. he only updates it every few weeks/months. And I give him a tiny bit of crap about it but not much cause hey, whatever makes him happy right? Ok well let me say this in public,
Guys,
Jump in, the women out here are GREAT.
Ok now maybe I am just special, and well yea I know the women can't resist me.. hehe. Or it probably is the fact that I am very taken. And I should add in here that I am not implying I am getting hit on by fems cause I am not. But wow, every time I do a post for ladies input I get 5-6 more send me emails. It is just a wonderfull thing let me tell ya. Not to mention they have insightes that I would not get elsewhere, but I just think it is great. So Ladies, I know a few really great single guys and I will be more than happy to point them in your direction if you have any single friends. And I really do have some GREAT friends who are just a tad shy at meeting women. And feel free to post comments in the normal places, I promise, I am about as harmless as you get. HEHE like A. I would cheat on the gf.. and B. like I could hide it when my whole life is open. Anyways, just a thought...
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:24 PM 3 comments

 
Yum chaowda left overs for lunch.. yea baby..
And then gonna get back to my book. I read FAST. real real fast, but even I can't go through 600 pages in a sitting anymore unless it is really good.
BTW for those interested rereading the unabridged Stranger in a Strang land...
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:52 AM 0 comments

 
"Shut up and eat you Lima Beans"

OK so I crack myself up at times, but heck someone has too.
Sleep was hard last night, just keept evadeing me. Sigh/.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:52 AM 5 comments

Wednesday, October 24, 2001

 
This is nuts.
it is 11:30 and I really want to goto sleep. But I am a tad tense. It is hot in here and I am tossing and turning so fat I have already knocked al the covers off and I havnt even fallen to sleep yet.
also was thinking we need a new headline on cnn

Nation During Crisis: Were haveing a baby.

heheh no I really am happy bout it, but its a little surreal still. I have to find a balance tween going insane and being happy. Course I could just be happly insane I guess.
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:38 PM 0 comments

 
What a beautiful day, close your eyes and imagine this, or um ok open your eyes and imagine this...
The sun is slowly setting over the valley to the west, the golden rays even for late summer still have heat in them you can feel on your face. The valley is a mix of both dark green long pines and colors so vivid they are hard to imagine. The yellows and oranges mix so you can not even see an individual leaf just a multicolored blob that subtly changes even as you watch it. The birds are singing and geese are flying south overhead. The mixture of the songs is better than any symphony ever created. The grass is still bright green and lush, with a scattering of bright red leaves from the Maple overhead randomly placed on it. the only thing missing is the fragrance of burning leaves, but the goldenrod still in flower makes up for it. In the field to the east you can see both turkeys and deer enjoying the woods line, quietly looking for yet an other good meal before the sun goes down. The sun is slowly setting in to a red haze that only increases its beauty. The ladybugs are flying around like speckled pieces of candy enjoying the warmth of the afternoon. The reds from the leaves look like individual flames in the golden light. It is an other perfect Maine fall afternoon.

Then again, The sun is setting at 5:30 pm damn it, and the heat from it is just barley noticeable. The leaves are about to all fall so all you will see for the next 9 months is gray and ugly pine trees. The damn geese are buging out cause they know it is gonna be cold as hell in a few weeks, and the songbirds are sounding pissed about it also. The damn grass still needs to be mowed once more, and then 2 billion leaves have to be raked up. And of course you can no longer burn the damn things so they all have to be carted off somewhere. Not to mention the goldenrod is driving everyone with allergies to cry day and night. The hunters have a prime location and in about 5 mins the deer and turkeys are gonna be mass butchered since the damn fools are out in the open during hunting season. Course they have to be cause all the food will be covered with 10 feet of snow in a few weeks. The pollution that is is slowly gassing us to death is covering up part of the setting sun like a fire blanket on a burn victim. The damn bugs are in everything and the ladybugs keep flying into my nose trying to find some place warm so they can prolong their miserable live a few weeks. The damn oaks have not even started to drop yet so I will probably have to rake it all twice darn it. It is an other miserable Maine afternoon.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:18 PM 5 comments

 
ARGG, come on blogger your pissing me off
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:11 PM 4 comments

 
Diamonds..

After some serious reflection I have decided that I am probably not going to get away with giving her a piece of coal and saying wait for it. In fact I decided if might in fact be harmfull to my health. So I guess I am going to have to start putting some thought into the concept of Diamonds. Be scared, Be very scared.

So ok this is a piece of rock. And I guess women feel the need for them as a sign of affection or something. Ok so I of all people can understand irrational need for things. Got that, and do that. So ok lets talk Diamonds, and I guess the first most importnat question is the old un answered question. Does size really matter? I mean does a small diamond imply you don't care? or just think it is a waste of cash. And if you get a small Diamond are you going to be regretting it for the next 50 years. Ok well that one I think I can figure out for myself.

So ladies tell me your thoughts, well all you ladies but the gf. I figure we can have this conversation all by our self... So what do you think, has a larger diamond improved your marrage? Has it hurt. Is there any body out there. I have a line on a few small stones, how about I just glue them together and she will be fine. Is the use of a used stone a bad idea? And on that note, any one have any spares in the drawer? hmm I guess I could ask Mom for hers, but since she is in fact still alive and um I think she still has her fingers the answer would prob be no.

So what is the big deal for a dumbass rock. Sigh, or should I say I love someone so much I want to do whatever makes her happy.
Ok sorry I need to go be sick... No but really you can email me if you want ladies, but I do want feedback.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:07 PM 21 comments

 
growl Blogger just ate a post damn thing.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:37 PM 1 comment

 
Well dinner was great as per usual. That chaowda really is great. So a nice little short dinner and now I am gearing up for good tv night. Woohoo. Had a call from the GF, but it was actually her mom.. Was amusing and I am glad I didnt answer in a wise ass way.
Ok well tv time is allmost here...
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:49 PM 0 comments

 
Gosh durn it I also peeled to many damn patatoes. WTF am I gonna do with spares.. Sigh oh well hmm could be bait, but I have no playtoys here.. Sigh guess I will have to trash em.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:51 PM 1 comment

 
Editorial note.

I really hate peeling patatoes. Its is just really annoying. Ok now apples are also a pain but then you can snack on the peel. Funny but patatoe peel tastes like crap. I also wish I was spelling patatoe right but I am way to uncareing to actually wish very hard.

This morning I was getting gas. Somethng I do every day. Most people only need to fill up a few times or once a week but I drive so much I do it every day basically. So anyways, i am filling up. And blocking the whole pump cause, well its a big ass car. So anyways the Truck stop I fill up at only has 1 gas pump the rest are desiel.. So anyways a truck pulls up and waits for me to finish. I do and he lets me pull out to go pay, and some asshole moves into the pump. Now I have no clue who either of the people are, never seen em before in my life, but being me I just have to feel bad. So I tel the guy that this truck has been waiting for 5 mins for me to finish. Well the guy FREEKS. starts yelling and screaming that there was no one at the pump when he got there and we can't make him move and on and on. Now I am 30 feet away going in the other direction and this guy is just freeking out, and YES i was nice I just told him and then went to go pay. So anyways, the guy in the truck say no actually I was here and you cut in front.. So the guy freeks more. I decide it is not worth getting shot over go inside. I used to get gas here every day for years, now I just do it when the price is lower than Maine, but they all know me. So I go in and the counter people have the speaker on and are laughing there back sides off. I was like ok what is so funny bout this, and they tell me they shut off the pump once the guy started to freek at me. So this moron is sitting there haveing a tantrum in the parking lot, and he has pumped $.67 worth of gas and thats all he is getting. So i crack up to and decide I got to wait for this one. Beth the girl behind the counter is allready on the phone to the local cops who eat lunch there 5 days a week and telling them to get down the road. So anyways, the guy notices the pumps off and go even more nuts and they inform him that his busness is not welcome and please come pay for the gas he did pump... You can guess he gives em the finger and jumps in and drives off. HAHAHH he got less than a mile... When I drove by he was being handcuffed.. heheh Life can be just so perfect at times.
The moral is, never fuck with the regulars...Some co's know who pays the pay checks..
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:43 PM 3 comments

 
Its a giant conspiracy to never allow me to relax. hhehehe Just had a great call from the Big C in the uk. catching up on all the news and fun stuff. Why is it the first words allways are so when are you getting married.
Sigh. time folks give me time. I am still coming to grips with item #1 lets not dump to much on me at once.
But it works out to basically 3 choices. We get married pre baby. Get married after baby, or we dont get married.
Now, since things are usually wonderfull and I think she is "the one" I think we will probably selelct from the first 2. But which is the ? and well I figure I only got a 50% say in this. So it is tabled for discusion and we will discuss it.

Im ok, sad but telling the XGF made it more real to me also.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:17 PM 13 comments

 
BTW My sister is out of surgery and doing fine. They ended up not have to use the really big holes so she should be happier.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:20 PM 1 comment

 
I have decided to take the rest of the day off. Curling up with a book and ignoreing the world. Great fun, I should do this more often.
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:19 PM 0 comments

 
Well, I really should not be trusted to go shoping alone, this is a fact.
I spent 130$ and I didnt get a lot of real food, but I did get a crap load of soups and so forth.
So got food again and that is good. Makeing Corn Chawda tonite for dinner for me and the landlordess and Jacko. The GF hates it so she misses out.
Ok time to clean up all the crap i just madea mess out of unpacking.
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:40 PM 2 comments

 
Well since the kitchen is now clean enough so I dare cook again I think I am gonna go food shoping. They allways say don't go shoping on an empty stomach, but luckly I never listen well.
This place is pretty cleaned out we havnt went shopping for more than small things in 2-3 weeks so it is definatly time. Big prob is the fridge is TINY so you just can't get to much stuff to put in it. Oh well, I guess in a few more weeks I can start putting stuff on the porch instead. heheh Yea that was a joke.

Ok later all
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:59 AM 6 comments

 
"When all else fails, drop back 10 and punt"

Well actually mostly slept last night, what a nice change. Sp why am I so tired? sigh. morning blahs...
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:09 AM 0 comments

Tuesday, October 23, 2001

 
Well that went really well. Had a LONG talk withthe XGf and she took it well. She was VERY upset and I am sure will freek out later, but not much got broken and we had a good talk afterwards. Could have been much worse and I am glad it wasn't.
I kicked por TFR out so he didnt have to deal with it, He has a cold and is miserable so he is not happy but he is better off than if he had been here by a long shot.

So all in all not to bad a night and I feel much better about things. If she can keep it together then I can. HEHE No I really am excited and I hope this is going to be as good as it can be. The fatherhood concept is gonna take a few weeks (read as months) to really set in, but this was a big hurdle and it went suprisingly well. And now I am so tired I can barly type so I am gonna crash and I might even sleep... what a concept.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:30 PM 2 comments

 
Well I broke down. TFR and I have had this ongoing battle to see who would break and do the dishes first. He won. For 2 rereasons. 1. things were MOVEING on the counter.. one sausepan was looking for new protien sources. I could here it scrapeing across the counter. 2. I am trying to stay busy to stop my mind from wandering.

The dishes had been ther esome for a month. or longer. It was WAY on the gross side. And the whole debate was the old whos turn was it. Well you can guess who was on whose side. So I was probably in the right, hmm or 50% at least, but I did em. Now I am just basic cleaning.. But the Landlordess brought me over some cookies. A tad on the wierd side, but least they did NOT move on there own so they were aprechiated.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:38 PM 7 comments

 
Sometimes I think I am on a suspesion bridge tween the digital devide and the information superhighway.
Thought you all needed to know that.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:33 PM 0 comments

 
Well since I left it as a cliff hanger and so many of you (like 17) have asked... Yes we are expecting.
Ok breath deep. Inhale Exhale.
Scary as it may seem, and it is VERY scary, I am reproduceing. Guess I was at least smart enough to pick a wonderfull person to do it with. So I think you can saftly say we are currently in shock, or as I have been saying shaken but not stired. But all in all, this just moves things up a few months...We both want children, if for no other reason but to kill the single child thing in her family. (hehe)
So, the tenitive due date is July 4th I have been told. And yes, this was accidental. The good news is there is no debate at all on the date it happened. Sometimes the best protection fails, but as I said we are ok with this.

So as to other things? we shall see. We are not rushing the time table up drastiacally, but I have a feeling it will be moved up some. We shall see.

Now comes the bad part. I am excited about telling people, My life has, well, basically nothing private at this point. But there is one person I am not happy bout haveing to tell. I could just let the grapevine tell her, but that would be worse. So I have asked the XGF to come over after work. And this is going to suck. Ok true it is non of her damn busness, but there is some major history there. We lost one a few years ago at over 7 months. And it shook her up bad. Since she has now went past the point of no return she knows it was the last chance she was going to get. OK so not my problem.. but I still feel loads of misplace guilt over her and her current life. So knowing this is gonna knock her over is not overly fun. I am hopeing she will handle it ok but if she goes home and kills herself I am gonna feel like CRAP for a long time. And yea I think there is a possibilty of that. Sigh.
Does take some of the fun out of it.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:00 PM 19 comments

 
Well long day, Came home and went right to work on the porch railings. Got one whole side done though the last few are WAY crooked. Sigh. But I am beat so thats it for the day.
posted by Chuck Pierce 3:06 PM 9 comments

 
"It's the end of the world as we know it and I feel fine"
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:14 AM 3 comments

Monday, October 22, 2001

 
On the subject of little things I am proud to annonce that my sister is gonna be a Mommy. The got the good new yesterday.
She very wisely with the help of her soon to be lesser half to be the mommy of a Collie. And since they are my favorite alltime I am very happy for her. The nasty thing happened a few weeks ago so should be born in dec I guess.
So well congrads to her....
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:59 PM 1 comment

 
The test results are in, but we are going to wait till tomarrow and make sure. Any last bets???
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:35 PM 0 comments

 
Well, the GF is going to take the TEST tonite. She was very nice and invited me over but I think I am going to pass. Please don't think it is me being uncareing, cause I do care.. Hmm no let em rephrase that. Please don't think it is me being unsupportive, Cause she has my full support. But contrary to what I said 3 secs ago I dont really care care. Either way I am ok with it. But I got some baggage on this crap. I think this will be the 3rd time I have had this scare/hope. The xgf and I lost 2 over the years last one bout a year ago at 7 mo. Some I am gonna try to just remain calm. Either way, life will hopefully be good.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:57 PM 2 comments

 
BTW Thought I would mentions to one and all, that I am on a new month with my phone. So the PLEASE DON'T CALL is no longer in effect. I only went over last month by probibly 150 mins. Opps. sigh, oh well it is only money right?
posted by Chuck Pierce 3:32 PM 0 comments

 
Every relationship should have some mystery to it. Luckly the GF does not have cable and can't watch news radio tonite at 6:30 on A@E

hehhe I crack my sleft up.
posted by Chuck Pierce 1:08 PM 0 comments

 
Well did catch a few hours of ZZ's. But today is a TV war day. Sigh, he loves to turn the TV ALL the way up till I go insane. So screw it I just crank the upsatairs one too.
I got alot of crap on my mind and I really need to get bloging it, but I am just not sure I am ready yet. Last week was definatly interesting though.
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:00 PM 0 comments

 
Up and moveing. I thnk I migh tneed a nap at owrk toaday though.. And gosh am I still stiff.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:44 AM 0 comments

 
btw did I mention I kept (read as stole) the rip cord? It is a cheep one but I felt the need to hang it on the wall. Never said I was right in the head....
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:08 AM 0 comments

 
"So this is what you guys do if you don't like the inflight movie, huh?"

Still up,I hurt all over. My back feels like a rubber band that got stretched once to many
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:05 AM 6 comments

Sunday, October 21, 2001

 
Well sad but I really liked it. Jacko knows my tastes.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:56 PM 13 comments

 
Well sad but I really liked it. Jacko knows my tastes.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:56 PM 0 comments

 
ok things are getting wierd.Few days ago jacko told me to rent office space (the movie)...And it is on tonite..sigh sleep is for the weak.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:23 PM 0 comments

 
Well reversed things a bit and worked till 11 ish and then went over to the GF's and stole her Bathtub. We have one hre, but the water heater is just not big enough to fill it up and keep it warm. So I went and used hers. Helped some but I stiffened right up again and I hurt like a bugger now. The GF and I are tenuous. We still got some issues but I think we are on the up side now now the down slope.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:49 PM 3 comments

 
"Im takeing a Sunday Drive into a different dimension."

I have hatched a plan for this morning.. See if it works. Then I am gonna come back here and work on the house for the afternoon. Puting in heat tape and stuff, such excitement huh?
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:10 AM 5 comments

Saturday, October 20, 2001

 
Well I guess I am still dazed and confused.. Went to bed and set the alarm to get up to goto work early.. then just relised its Sat. Hmm
Wow I jumped out of a plane today, I must be nuts.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:54 PM 0 comments

 
oh my god. I can't believe I jumped out of a plane
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:48 PM 0 comments

 
great night...Tired so stayed in.TFR and I sat and watched Pulp Fiction...Great Movie...
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:14 PM 0 comments

 
Well. Here is a brief rundown of the day.

We left at an ugly cow milking hour, bout 5:30 for the drive down.
We got there way early and basically hung around till 8 ish when we paid and saw the vidio and signed 9 pieces of paper say we could not sue, would not sue, would lose if we did sue, and we would promise never to do it again if we cratored the runway.
So with the paperwork done we waited for the weather...
And waited I might add.
Well finally it starts to burn off and they send up the plane. We are luckly not on it. So anyways one of the women who was experianced allmost augured in. She hit the ground HARD on her but. Nothing was broken though and she went up and tried again. When the tandems sart to comedown one of the first ones the newby was unconsious. Opps. Was never established if he had a problem or his instructor just knocked him out to shut him up. So great start.. I was very good and yelled "CHECK were out of here". But no we stayed and the clouds had come back in. So we hung out...and hung out, and hung out. So finally they start up again.. and we are of course the last to go. So jump # 6 of the day it is Jacko's and my turn around 3:00. So we get our gear on and get the lectures of what to do. I am dismayed to find out I have the same instructor that knocked out the guy first thing.. Sigh.. Anyways, we get jump suits on and all that and they throw us in the plane. I picked out a nice demure blue suit, Jacko went as a bumblebee. We had someone grab a pic before we went up so I will post it if jckao ever scans me a copy. So we hop into the plane and away we go. Now we went Tandem, so ther is basically a guy behind and we are straped to him a little lower. Fairly strange, but ok. So we climb in the plane and I of course tell Jacko's instructer that there is a $10 bill in it for him if he can make Jack puke. I of course have no need for spins, rolls or any of that crap. I just want to have a nice view. Sigh. My guy hated me.. sigh. So anyways we get to 14,000 feet. and they open the door and people start jumping out. Well I can say I did not hesitate, but I was not exactly happy looking down from there. So anyways we roll out of the plane and immidiatly do 3 somersaults. Um ok what part of no stunts did you miss you bastard. So then he finally straightens us out and we fall. And I mean FALL. 120 MPH and we are droping like the proverbial stone. I am on my stomach with my legs behind and up and my arms in the swan dive position. And I might add it HURTS to have your arms ripped off by a 120 MPH wind. So we do this freefall thing for about one min. Droping 8000 feet and going through a small cloud. BTW the clouds are NOT fluffy they are ice and they HURT hitting your face. So at about 6000 feet he pulled the cord and the chute opened. It did not jerk to much but it definatly moved ya down in the straps a bit. At this point circulation was basically shut off for my legs anyways so didnt help much. So anyways the chut opens up. 383 sq feet of sail. And now the ride is MUCH nicer. Gentle swaying and a nice view and all is well. We also loosened my straps so I got feeling back in my legs. So we floated for about 5-6 mins and finally came in for a landing. Was nice and soft and we basically walked it. Very cool since most people (including Jacko) landed on their butts. Was interesting day. I think if I was to do it again I would go static line. I really liked the under chute but was not overly thrilled with the freefall. But it was fun, and WTF at least I can say I did it.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:09 PM 2 comments

 
"Why jump out of a perfectly good airplane"

Good ?. Anyways up and getting ready. No clue what time we will be back but I am figureing late afternoon. So if I havnt posted by say midnight assume the worst.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:09 AM 0 comments

Friday, October 19, 2001

 
Well a good night after all. I got stood up by the XGF who said she was tired or some such and blew me off. So instead I went out to dinner with friends and had a great time. They are such a cut little family it makes ya want to puke, but we/I had a great time and enjoy being around the kids. So tommarrow I head out around 5:30 to go jump out of a plane. 2 good stiff drinks and so far it still seems like a good idea. We shall see tomarrow. So now I am going to go and play with my new Privs on HF and have some fun. Later on.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:40 PM 0 comments

 
Just in case I go SPLAT tomarrow....
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:06 PM 6 comments

 
I,CHARLES ELIHUE PIERCE II of the town of Yarmouth in the County of Cumberland and State of Maine, do hereby make, publish and declare
this to be my Last Will and Testament, in manner and form following: FIRST: I hereby revoke all former or other wills and testamentary dispositions by me at any time heretofore made.
SECOND: I direct my Executor, herein after named, as the case may be, to pay all my debts and funeral expenses as soon after my decease as conveniently can be done.
THIRD: I give and bequeth the following legacies:
(a) To Boyd Morse and family of Cumberland Maine my collection of firearms to protect him and his family.
(b) To my long time companion Heather Upton of Durham Maine the flying cow hanging in the living room to remind her that cows do fly.
(c) To Randal Farr of S. Portland Maine my Icom dual band Ham Radio so he might finally have a signal.
(d) To John Wright of Windham Maine I leave my collection of Apple Computers located in storage on the condition he never sells them.
(e) To Dawn Forrest of Freeport Maine I leave my hat.
(f) To Mike Grace of Pownal Maine my blow up bed so he can be comfortable anywhere.
(g) To My sister Dorathea Pierce My Apple 9500 so she can learn a real OS.
(h)To my brother Glen Pierce I leave my air conditioner so he will allways be able to stay cool.
(i)To Steve Williams of Yarmouth Maine my Lava Lamp so he will allways have light in the dark.
(j)To Derry Thomson of Bewdley U.K. I leave my HF ham radio so he can meet more people remotly.
(k)To Carol Hinton of Bewdlet U.K. I leave my Audrey so she can have a touch screen computer.
(l)To my brother Larry Pierce my collection of Mac Games so he can allways relax.
(m)To my sister Star I give my motercycle on the condition that she rides it home.
FOURTH: All the rest,residue and remainder of my estate, both real and personal, wheresoever situate, of which I may die seized or possessed, or over which I may have power of testamentary disposition by power of appointment or otherwise (hereinafter called my residuary estate), I give, devise and bequeth to my mother, SHEILA DOROTHEA HAWTREY PIERCE, if she survives me and she and I shall not have died in the course of or as a result of a common accident or disaster.
FIFTH: If my said mother shall predecease me or should we die in the course of or as a result of a common accident or disaster, then I give and bequeth my said residuary estate to my dogs Brandy and Callie
SIXTH: I nominate, constitute and appoint my mother, SHEILA DOROTHEA HAWTREY PIERCE, Executrix of this my Last Will and Testament. If for any reason my said mother fails to qualify or ceases to act as such Executrix, I nominate ,constitute and appoint DOROTHEA SHEILA PIERCE now of North Carolina, Executrix in her place and stead.
SEVENTH: I nominate, constitute and appoint said DOROTHEA SHEILA PIERCE Trustee of any Trusts herein created.
EIGHTH: I direct that no one mentioned in this will as Executorix, Trustee or Guardian shall anywhere be required to give bonds of other security conditioned upon the faithful performance of her duties hereunder.
NINTH: In addition to the powers granted by law to Executors, Trustees and Guardians, I hereby authorize my said Executor, Executrix, Trustee or Guardian in so far as applicable, to sell, morgage or lease all or any of the real estate of which I may die seized or possessed, at public or private sale, at such times and on such terms and conditions as she shall deem best or proper and to excute, acknowledge and deliver all proper writings, deeds or conveyance and transfers therefore; to invest in any securities which she, in her discretion, thinks are for best interest of my estate or any trust created therein, whether such invesrments are legal investments for trust funds or not; to continue to hold securities in the form in which they may be at the time of my death; to use all or any part of the principal of any dogs share during the minority of any dog; to take and hold securities in his or her name individually or in bearer form, provided that all securities are held in such manner as to be segregated from his or her personal funds or adequate records are kept so that in the event of his or her death or disability, that can be accurately identified as being part of the trust fund.
The interest of any beneficiary hereunder shall not be subject or liable in any manner to of for anticipation, assignments, sales, pledges, debts, contracts, or other liabilities, nor subject to attachment, execution, or sequestrations under any legal, equitable, or other process.
In testimony whereof I hereunto set my hand and in the presence of three witnesses declare this to be my last will at noon this 19th day of OCTOBER
in the year two thousand and one.

posted by Chuck Pierce 12:05 PM 2 comments

 
YEA BABY I am finally updated. Yes Yes Yes...
http://www.qrz.com/database?callsign=n1msa
The FCC finally updated my data so now I am official... A good feeling after so many years.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:24 AM 0 comments

 
" Rule number 1. never be honest unless you get cought."

Thank you all for your emails and words of support. Of the many this one amused me the most...
sleep, I remember sleep....
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:53 AM 0 comments

Thursday, October 18, 2001

 
Well we are sending emails back and forth so I guess that is progress in at least we are not discussing it here. But as to how it going? well lets wait and see. I can honestly say I am keeping an open mind mostly
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:52 PM 0 comments

 
I think I have had this headake for 24 hours now. Yet just an other wonderfull thing to be happy about. Got no sleep last night and not alot today. Least CSI is on and that classiifies as a decent show.
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:02 PM 0 comments

 
Well, here I sit watching survivour alone. Pretty depressing. Both the show and that I am watching it alone.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:11 PM 0 comments

 
Yea baby we are ON. Got reservations and all set. SAt I am jumping out of a plane on my own volition. That should make things interesting for a few hours. Rev Doc is whimping on us, but thats ok. Maybe he will come and take pics or something.
Ok well Got something to look forward to now..
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:51 PM 3 comments

 
Well we are thinking of things to do this weekend. Some ideas so far are going and makeing fun of the Amish. Takeing the Scotia Prince over to canada.. but it is full except for sat night. Driveing to montreal, but its a long drive. So the current rush get info is I think were gonna try to go jump out of a plane.
Sounds like fun huh. So lets see if we can do this...
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:13 PM 0 comments

 
Yea we are developing a plan I think. I will bug out for the weekend and go somplace new. Meet new people pick up strange girls.. err no scratch that one. I need something for me I think. Open to any sugestions if anyone has a favorite place. Hmm never been to Niagra falls bit of a drive but could be amuseing. Problem is I have done most everything worth doing in Maine. Sad but I started on the list of things in the gazzetter many years ago..Nothing good left to do.
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:06 PM 27 comments

 
Ok well I guess todays show is over. I feel cheated cause I dint do anything wrong but once again I am the one being punished. Sigh I guess you can't just win. And does this end it? no I doubt it cause next time she gets mad it will be worse. Christ this is still the courting time, when your supposed to be on your best behaviour. What are her tantrums going to be like in 5 years. Lord knows I have my faults but the fact I get coldly logical in an argument is a good thing. I think I am gonna let it sit for a week and then we can start over from scratch. I am probaly the only guy on the planet who gets in trouble for being to honest, and lord don't that just suck?
I need a vacation. Maybe I will go take a trip this weekend. Lord knows the travel industry could use a boost. Yea I think thats a plan.
Hey jacko want to goto Bos for the weekend and play? Or hell LEC go hop on a flight and we will paint NY red again, err ok bad use of words but. Hmm no actually I think I might go up to canada just for the hell of it.
posted by Chuck Pierce 1:36 PM 1 comment

 
Sigh I also get irritated when I goto all the trouble to write a 4 page email and it becomes moot before I even send it.
Has this whole thing hurt us? yea,
Will we recover probably.
Are we makeing way to much out of it, almost certinly.

But does that mean we are back together and all is well hell no. I think we need some time apart and to figure things out. Or failing the we I think I do. Please once again don't get me wrong, she is the best thing to walk into my life. But I don't allways know if I am ready to have something good walk into my life yet. I have said all along that I needed a year before we could really be. And well i am still sticking by it. I do not want to have an other long relationship that dies. Next time I am working on a bit longer.
posted by Chuck Pierce 1:03 PM 2 comments

 
Damn she is also fast off the mark. Ya know I really did not plan on makeing this a group counciling session but WTF lets continue on the string.. I am posting here rather than in the comments cause I hate posting in there. So for the record this one is a responce to "I did not and do not think like we are already married. " posted at 12:04 10/18

Nope I can't stop hiting forward and reverse at the same time. It just don't work. I am testing the boundries on how far I can feel before I shut down and well then the shuting down kinda follows. So you have a simple choice either stop asking for minute my minute updates on how things are, or deal with it.
The sad thing is I really did not mind you getting mad, or hell even mildly piss when you misunderstand. What I hate and will not put up with is you going nuts and then hanging up on me. And or sending me emails that if I don't do this then you will never see me again. Thats where I see red. I have no problem discussing things untill we either agree or agree to disagree. Really I don't. And I love doing it via email rather than verbally because I have a record of what I said. No I thought you ment this or that but here it is in black and white. Sure makes it hard to misunderstand. Ok well I actually have to go work for 20 mins.. be scared.
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:24 PM 5 comments

 
God damn. Boy that girl cracks me up. I was upset for a few mins but then I started to crack up. Why you ask? Well I just got upstaged on my own stage. And that is funny.

And not a damn thing I can do about it either, hahah I have made it clear that this place I try and be honest, and not pull punches. So how can I fault her for discussing things i was holding off discussing for her sake. HAHAh + 20 pts for style babe.

Im still pissed mind you, I think she represented me badly and the perspective was very squwed, but she got the basic facts right. Was I wrong, yea maybe, the timeing could have been better I am sure. But I have based the whole relationship on honesty and well I had to talk about it with her. So the whole story is, the XGF is comeing over on friday. And it will be the first time in a long time I will see her in a non public place. And well I have like major guilt over the XGF. True most of it I should just ignore and blow it off but I still feel the guilt. Her life is now changed way for the worse, she is sad, lonely and depressed. And do I plan on her hitting on me? no, but if she does I wanted to get it figured out before hand how I was going to handle it. So I asked, and I explained what I was feeling and why. I think I did it in a way to show how little it had to do with the GF. Cause the faults and feelings are not hers. I spent 12 years with the XGF. Thats easly 1/2 of my adult life. And yea I am doing much better on getting over things but I am not there yet. It would have been so much easyer if we had broken up because of us. But we didn't it was all about her family. Now of course she wants me back and I really am not interested in a relationship with her anymore. But that does not mean I do not miss her at times. It is the whole grass allways greener in the other pasture thing I think. So anyways, all the GF had to do was say, she had a prob with it. I told her 3-4 times that if she told me not to see her I wouldnt. But she did not say that, she went bezerk and started threatining and makeing accusations. OK I can understand stress and all that but she has not learned when I say lets table this till tomarrow that its a good idea.

As to her being pregers. well I am freeked out. The basic prob is I have some hangups about being with her and not the XGF all of a sudden so we really have not been together alot. LIke average less than once a month, so this does freek me out a bit. And once again the problems are not with her, they are with me, and I was/am working on them. When I was young I was a very bad boy many times, I dated alot of girls, err alot. And I am a bit freeked out about this whole new set of things with a new fem after so long being with only one. Me and the xgf had a great sex life, err at least from my side. She would prob not use the word great but anyways. The GF on the other hand has these wierd newfangled ideas about things being equal. Yes that was a joke. But you get my point. So I have a few selfconsious issues to work through.

So anyways, this was getting boreing so at least it is back livly again.lord save us all.
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:09 PM 12 comments

 
Well last night late the GF and I basically broke up.
Oh and mom got home early this morning.

I have lots to say about stuff but I am not going to right away. She called me first thing this morning to say she was sorry, but I am not sure if that is the end of it. But I will keep it off here at least for a few days.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:10 AM 15 comments

 
"If you love something set it free. If it comes back to you it is yours, if it doesn't then it was never ment to be."

God I just love throwing up when I have to be at work in like 5 hours.
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:43 AM 0 comments

Wednesday, October 17, 2001

 
Ok well guess I steped in it again full force with both feet. So before good tv night begins, let me do a quick um, not retraction but more a fuller explination. When I say we should try it for 6 months and then see if we kill each other. I had also said on a set timetable. To me that was me not SAYING but MEANING the big ugly E word with the diamond that goes along with it. I was not implying it was a crap shoot, but since I break out in hives considering this stuff dont push it.
Damn I thought it was a good first step.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:54 PM 11 comments

 
I mhave to use the term loosly a good friend who is 180 deg off. He works nights so I try really hard to not call and wake him up when he is trying to get some sleep. But the annoying bastard has learned I guess and shuts off his phones when he crashes. I on the other hand don't. My phone is allways on in case some one needs me so much as to dare wake me up,. Well damn it EVERY time I crash during the day or any wierd time he calls., It is a tad annoying. I guess it is my fault for not turning things off, but I really hate to have a phone so people can allways reach me and then leave it off if ya know what I mean. Anyways, I am planning my revenge...
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:42 PM 10 comments

 
Opps I am being more of a moron than usual. Mom is on the train as we sppek and will be till midnightish. Opps. train is a nice way to travel, but it is damn slow compared to plane....
posted by Chuck Pierce 1:57 PM 4 comments

 
God I am glad it is good tv night. Cause let me tell ya, it sure sucks dureing the day. Oh well only 5 more hours till I get to go home and suffer in silence.-yea like I am ever silent.
Think I am gonna call my Mommy and see how her trip was.
posted by Chuck Pierce 1:54 PM 0 comments

 
God damn the FCC they still have not updated my licence. Been 1.5 weeks, grrr.
Wish they would get off thier asses though. Ahh heck the examiners have probably not even sent in the paperwork yet. Sigh....I want ot go play on my new privs
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:04 PM 4 comments

 
God damn the FCC they still have not updated my licence. Been 1.5 weeks, grrr.
Wish they would get off thier asses though. Ahh heck the examiners have probably not even sent in the paperwork yet. Sigh....I want ot go play on my new privs
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:04 PM 5 comments

 
So anyways, this is not something I take lightly. I was blessed by a father and mother who though don't get me wrong, were not I am sure everyones idea of a perfect marrage, were happy. And hell they didnt grenade when I was a teenager and that musta just been a barrel of fun let me tell ya. So anyways, I got wierd ass ideas about marrage/slavery. opps I mean just marrage. And I have been keeping things at low roar with the GF, And I can't speak for her, but I have a feeling, she is not allways happy about it. But I so qoute a dumb ass saying and going slow so it lasts. And I really hate it going so slow at times, but at least in my mind this is the way I got to do it. Isn't it amazing how time flies and things change. Have I mentioned I REALLY hate change? Course part of this is all the landlordies fault. Since I see them at least a few times a week, I have to deal with thier absolutly sickning love for each other. Come on folks its been a few years, kill the honeymoon will ya? No really I can't help but hope I can have what they have and well the GF is like the best thing to come into my life since Taco Bell. OK this is getting just plain maudlin so i should let it go now. But here is an interesting and or wierd ass train of thought. The first survivor I was under strick orders to try and keep the XGF awake so she could watch it. The 2nd one for the first 1/2 she tried to come home once a week long enough to watch it with me, and then when I was down with Mom and Dad, the GF and I started comparing notes about it. And now #3 I am going over to her house to watch it everyweek so far And no I d no realy like it THAT much, but it is something we are doing "together". And that is just a good thing yes? Ok break for station Id.
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:51 AM 0 comments

 
Well been thinking alot about marrige latly. The GF has really been wonderfull about this stuff, but I can see the writing on the wall in 20 ft flaming letters. I figure I am about 3 weeks and 4 prozacks from a "My Cousin Vinny" ticking clock/stomp episode. And to be fair, I am the one who brought it up. I really have been thinking that it is about time, and she might be the one and all that crap. But after dodgeing the bullet for oh about 12 years now incredably well, I am not gonna submit gracefully. Even when it is me I am submitting too. So anyways, its sure as hell and you can bank on it not gonna happen soon. But I also have made a life desion. next time I aska fem to move in with me it will be on a set timetable. As in if we don't kill each other in 6 months we either split or do the nasty deed, err get married. Course I should say she might have a small say in this, but, then again i am me, so she can't do better.
Ok a pause for angry comments.
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:39 AM 5 comments

 
Well an other long day hard at work..Hmm wait no thats not right is it. Ok well let me put it this way, I am at work and not actually asleep. Looking forward to tonite believe it or not. Yea I know so it is wed. But it also is Good Tv Night... And tonite for me is a special good tv night. New Ed, ok .. New West wing, cool... But the history channel has a feature tonite. They were as I understand it just finishing a feature on the building of the world trade when um, it became unbuilt. And what I hope was a brilliant move they decided to finish it up like nothing happened. Now I LIKE shows like this. I like them more when I have been there and they were the first of their kind. And of course now it is no more so it is even more interesting. AND on that note. I need an errector set. ANYONE have one left over from a son/ brother, hell whatever could be a daughter I guess. I got a 5 year old about to turn 6 and I can think of nothing better to get him. His mother must also have the joy of steping on a #10 bolt at 3 am with bare feet. So I will even pay for it, but the today stuff is crap. I want a bunch of old partial sets I can combine for him. I will even take Lego's . Sigh the games now adays and toys really suck. So folks, I should warn you that if you guys fail to come through I will be forced to get something with a LOUD siren that makes lots of noise. Now this could and or um would cause strife tween the GF and I and then you all would have to hear about it for days and days. So remember it is all in your hands. hehe
Wow catcha load of the curve on that paragraph.. ok till later..
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:29 AM 11 comments

 
"Port out, Starboard home"
Grug, got to stop takeing naps in the afternoon. A friend I havnt heard from in a while sent me a wierd criptic email at this ugly cow milking hour and it woke me up. ok well back to bed.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:39 AM 12 comments

Tuesday, October 16, 2001

 
Well Boydo and I ran over to see progress on the new house. Yes, they do have a basement.. now I guess walls are the next thing needed. Took a small nap and then found one of my favorite tv shows. I do like british comedy. The xgf I am fraid to say rarly got the joke, but she did improve with time I might add. Took her a while but she eventually got them. Anyways, "As time goes by" was on, I liked to the manor born better cause it reminds me so much of Mom, but they both are good.
Its one of those great things in life. BBC makes some good stuff and some crap, but they only send us the good stuff. In return we only send them the crap. Cool huuh?
posted by Chuck Pierce 9:44 PM 0 comments

 
Well the bird withthe broken wing has landed. We took her to her fairly posh hotel and then came back to Maine. I called before I left and arranged to have her helped onto the train and so forth and same at the hotel so all should be well. God I am sick of driveing though. Grug.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:53 PM 2 comments

 
Ok im up and alive and just about to head S to go get Mom. Exciting huh?
wierd dremas last night, but then I was pretty stoked so thats ok I guess. Well i am way overdue a few rants, but not this morning..but they are percolating I promise.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:36 AM 1 comment

 
"She is repeating herself, but thats ok.."

fun night, glad I only drink a few times a year. but least I got some sleep. Hmm on that note pooof.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:46 AM 4 comments

Monday, October 15, 2001

 
ok folks, if ya lean close and listen carefully I will tell you the trick to drinking heavly. Espeially if ya only do it a few times a year. you ready? Ok her eit is Bananas. Yerp thats it. Dad proved it many years ago to me. A banana is basic, most booze is acidic.. so they counteract each other.. Or if that fails, at least it tastes good coming back uppp
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:21 PM 0 comments

 
hi ho. hi ho. off the druk tank i go.
I am now sending audrey scribbles with myfoot. And i finished the bottle3.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:56 PM 0 comments

 
New birthday wisdh list.
I want a boston waler with a 50 Cal on it..

Yea baby the coasties have em in NY harbor
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:33 PM 0 comments

 
Woohoo I have found the secret to life the universe and everything. Yes I have figured out how to choose wine baby. Yes I am a wine choosing god. I have finally gotten the trick figured out. The absolute trick is to ONLY goto the little standup cooler they have filled with cold wine. Yes thats where the good crap is. Got a pinot grigio made by Bolla and it is almost GOOD. So I am fairly tipsey at the moment.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:14 PM 0 comments

 
OK went out and grabbed some chix and wine. hehe. So got the chix on the gril and makeing some rice with garlic and wine to go along. SHould be edable. and sure is a 20 min no effort dinner. Been liveing on popcorn for like last week so it is time for real food.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:08 PM 0 comments

 
Well tomarrow is gonna blow, got to go get Mom at Logan. I am not a major fan of driveing in Boston, but NBD. The changed Mom's flight around so instead of coming in late afternoon she is coming in around noon. So I figure she will either be wiped out by jet lag, or need to be entertained. So we will find something to do I am sure. Damn I have got to stop eating out but there is like no food in the house. So I guess I am eating out again. So I guess I am gonna drive into town and get some food. TFR whacked the crap out of his leg this morning on the coffie table, painfull but mildly amuseing cause he is blameing me and it hasnt moved in weeks. But I cleaned all the crap off it so maybe it is my fault. Ok food....
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:19 PM 0 comments

 
OK well I did take a nap. Mucho needed. My back has been bugging me for the last few days and I am just worn down.
posted by Chuck Pierce 6:10 PM 0 comments

 
Yea ok I never did take a nap. But did not get alot done either.. Oh well, put it down to a mental health day.
posted by Chuck Pierce 3:02 PM 2 comments

 
Nap won....
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:10 AM 0 comments

 
Yea we did have fun yesterday night. I sent one of my emails just to the Audrey, hmm who I really have to name, and told the big comp to not check that account. Well I sent more than her, but I had like 64 sitting on the ccount this morning. Twas amuseing.
So now I am actually doing some work. Building a web page for a client.. Thank god they don't want anything tricky, just basic blah blah we are an insurance company info.
Ok so I am gona get this done, then I got to set up Doc's page.. And then in theory I might work on my own if I am not burnt out for haveing worked for a few hours... Hmm or I might take a nap. 50/50
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:07 AM 0 comments

 
"So ah what direction is North again?"

I am alive, I think..I really needed like 12 hours sleep last night and I didnt come close. Sigh. OK up and moveing...
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:17 AM 1 comment

Sunday, October 14, 2001

 
Watching Disney. The Emprors new groove.. Damn amuseing. I never see the animated movies.. And well, ya know. Hmm how to phrase this. The IF is like almopst 6. I have this tiny feeling that I am gonna get so frigging sick of them before he gets to old for them that I am gonna want to Kill olf walt buddy. So anyways, i have not went out of my for them yet. But damn i have to admit they are funny. Oh well, disney does kinda over blow the we are Disney you will grovel bit though
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:30 PM 12 comments

 
Well we took a great walk in the woods beside the river. Had a wonderfull time and the IF was jazzed.. Then I came home and tried to take a nap and the whole world figured it was time to say hi. Sigh. Oh well my fault. Dont try and sleep on Sun aft. We really did have a good time and actually god forbid talked like future crap. Egads.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:08 PM 0 comments

 
Ok well, still not sure where we are going to go. But I have great faith that I can improvise with the best of them. So I guess we shall head over to Bradbury State Park and then maybe drive up N or something. I got no clue. We will just play it by ear. Hmm food, we also need food....
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:05 AM 0 comments

 
well damn I prob should not have stayed up watching that damn movie so late. Today is an exercise day. I am getting like um fat. my one inch of all new padding is now almost 2 inches and when I sit there are like folds... this is not good. And my back is KILLING me so today i am going to exersize or die in the attempt. And to be really fair I am gonna drag the GF and IF along and make them miserable too. heheh
Also only day I can walk in the woods..
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:48 AM 5 comments

 
"Diamonds are forever"
then again so is the smell of a dead skunk
god they killed this movie.,err book
starship troopers...
posted by Chuck Pierce 1:09 AM 9 comments

Saturday, October 13, 2001

 
Oh god what have i created. Ok when I gave her the Audrey I had set the email sig line to say, um "I sent this via Audrey and Chuck. I love my birthday present"
Cute huh, well she found it and changed it. It has now went from that through "I love Charlie Brown! The Little Red Haired Girl" to "Tell Chuck to get me a diamond ring." to the end all "The wedding is next June and you're all invited "
Oh god what have I wrought.. sigh I need sleep... bad.Poof
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:36 PM 4 comments

 
Well I can post from audrey, but it is a bit screwed up window wise,.. oh well. got Shell working on it and haveing fun, and so is she I think.
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:28 PM 0 comments

 
BTW anyone know a non java, html style chatroom? Need a place we can chat, me and the GF open to ideas. Audrey is not a real happy java user.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:03 PM 0 comments

 
Well the Audrey's are up and runing. Very cool.
Hope she likes it. I am wied out after a wrok weekedn. Mostly sleep but it is a very light sleep so i am still tired.. Think I am gonna play with audrey later and get a shel running on her.
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:01 PM 0 comments

 
"women, how much for the women"
Damn this really is cool.Yes I am on Audrey, and she is a happy camper mostly. On the dialup but will broadband it tonight. Ordered a few flash cards too so I can back the little girls up. At least in theory. At 17$.00 each they are so cheep.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:38 AM 0 comments

Friday, October 12, 2001

 
Anyways to get back to the depressing train of thought. We had our NY bound one, Our off to the seed artsy one. And then the one that keeps going and coming back. And me, the one who never left. It is actually sad that the longest I have left Maine was to go down when Dad died. But I am and probably allways will be the home town boy. Sad I only have like 20 people in my phone, and well thats all the people I call. Yet I love a town where I know so many. Oh well, could be worse, I could be a CFM.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:58 PM 0 comments

 
Watching a very old movie. St' Elmo's fire. I remember when it came out and how it made me think where people would be in 10 years. Funny thing is I was so right about so many of them and so wrong about others. Sure as hell did not see where I would be but then who ever does. Ya know sometimes I really dislike the GF. I have easyily had the worst year in history times 200. Loosing the XGF and then Dad in chronalogical order basically made this a shit year as it stands. But damn it, I can't even be happily miserable and slide into a nice depresion. Sigh nope, she has to be a great big damn ray of sun shine and it realy takes all the fun out of being depressed. Sigh. Sad thing really is she is slowly makeing this the best recovery of a year in history also.
But I am not useing the L word. THOUGH. and this she has no clue about, hehe I think I spent more on her B-Day present than I did on both xmass and bdays for the xgf in the last 10 years.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:41 PM 1 comment

 
It is really crazy that i am useing netscape 3 that is like 5 years old and sucks but at least it can keep up with my typing. Sigh. Well, been here for 13 hours now, only 20 more to go. HAHAH christ someone shoot me.
Pissed I can not sit on my bed here with the laptop and play online but this modem hates everything. And yes I mean here on my bed. It is so cool to be an upwardly mobile Man. Err in other words I sleep on an inflatable bed I can take with me. Hell I even bring my pillow. Sad huh. But WTF it is amuseing and comfortable at least. I figured out this great contest but some of you guys would cheat, so it wont work. But still, it might be amuseing. The idea is to take all the entries for say a week and count the spellign errors., And then compare it to the other weeks. Anyone want to make bets on how many I average a week?
Been alll most 3 months now that this has been chugging along. Lots of good crap buried in here, and alot of raw emotion and all that crap.
posted by Chuck Pierce 8:34 PM 2 comments

 
OK, now I really am getting pissed. God damn, will someone shut up the talking head. Ok follow me on this, we are attacked on 9/11. Ok got that? now there have been at least 2 seperate cases of Anthrax in th country. But they are in now way related to the terrorist attack. Ok then STFU about them. Jesus, do you think the terrorists know what they are doing sending it to NBC? Christ allmighty. Either it is news or it int. period. And god I lost it listening to NBC give a press conference and say they wold notrelease the name of the female at nbc, cause it would invade her privace. What COMPLETE CRAP. if it was at say, oh a tabloid do you think they would not be banging on the door and publishing the name everywhere? They would be standing in a line waiting to get in, but since it happendto them they are "respecting her privacy" What complete crap.
All I can say is thank god for the BBC. They suck too, but only 1/2 as much.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:09 PM 0 comments

 
Well, I just can not make Audrey talk to the damn cable modem up here. Damn modem is such a POS. But that being said I love this littel gadget. I can see it is gonna be a major part of my life in the future. The one for the GF is ready to go. I just got to get it to her.. Sigh, guess it is not going to happen today. But oh well, I guess it isnt actually her B-Day yet anyways. I just hate to wait, and hate to make others wait. Course the other problem with my current life is netscape 6 sucks bad. it can not even keep up with my typing damn it and I am not the fastest typer in the world. I use a very strange method of touch typing to a point and alot of not touch typing.. I call the Chuck way. Anyways, I hope she likes the Audrey. Or failing that does not tell me she hates it.
I also told her I was gonna get her a list of stuff for my birthday wish list. But, hasnt happened yet.
posted by Chuck Pierce 4:36 PM 4 comments

 
Yea baby. the new fems are IN. Hopefully TFR is gonna do me a bigass favor and deliver em to me up here. I am definatly jazzed about playing with them.
Dumbass tv on at the moment unfortunatly. But News radio is on in a bit and I actually like it so we should get through Well got the 8100 running and netscape 6 on it. Which I hate, but hell beats the crap out of exploder.
That reminds me I saw a bumpersticker saying "Support ABM"
Cracked me up. To some that means one thing, but to me it will allways stand for Anything But Microsoft.
So get me a bumpersticker and I might even put it on my car. Hmm so waht else is going on, Lots of emotions today, but they are way to jumbled I have GOt to stop watching soppy Alley Mcbeal and crap, makes me too damn romantic. Yea Yea Yea shut up babe, don't even go there.
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:31 PM 9 comments

 
Well got the computer to work.. Was not easy though. The cable modems up here really suck. It takes it forever to get its act in gear. Anyways, about last night. I tried so hard to get her birthday present to her, but it just did nto happen. Boydo worked feverishly to get it done but it just did not happen. I was so bummed. Well got a few hours of sleep up here this morning, but not nearly enough... I was wiped out last night. Think I am gonna play for a while. OH btw, I get a big kick out of people. I do not have a clue who owned this comp before I bought it, but it is a riot. The bookmarks stored in here crack me up. All space defence and crap. It is very amuseing. Ok poof.
posted by Chuck Pierce 11:52 AM 0 comments

 
"You need it overnight? Sure No problem"

Damn you tiger direct, hopefully the Audreys will be here today. I can not believe I am awake at 5 am. groan. but got alot to do so trying to get organised. In theory I should be online up there, but it is a bit spotty so we shall see. First though I gototet out of here and stop on the way and buy food.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:17 AM 0 comments

Thursday, October 11, 2001

 
Great dinner at the GF's but was not albe to bring her the new Fem.. Sigh OK I am wiped. Long work weekend.. Night.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:11 PM 3 comments

 
Well that was an opps. I overloaded the 10T network and crashed my router.. Opps. Was only off line for an hour till I figured it out.. Sigh.
Ok I should be on the way to the GF's right now, but I am gonna try to go late and bring her the new fem. Landlordy got his 2 in and mine are in route so I want to get it to her befoer i go away for the weekend. Thats the theory at least....
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:31 PM 0 comments

 
Well I am now gonna make the 8100 a happy camper so I can take it up to Auburn with me. I also had this great I dea if I refuse to look and see if she made any comments I will refrain from getting myself into more trouble. What a plan huh?.
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:50 PM 1 comment

 
Well got the balistraids on the porch done. Just got to fasten the rails down once the landlordy figures out what he wants to do with them. The stairs are gonna suck though. I keep (in my ever so tactfull way)(like a sledgehammer in other words) mentioning that a piece of Laticwork would be like 20 mins and would last a long time. Sigh, they are not buying it though. Doing it the hard way is gonna take a long long time and is not worththe effort.. but hell I am getting paid so I should just shut up. Sigh

The GF is cracking me up. i made 2 cracks that she can beat on me for, and she found one i didnt even mean to say. Oh well, she just got mad, as in not went insane and drove me nuts so thats ok. I can handle mad, heck normal state of affairs mostly.
Dinner at her place tonite, the I think 2nd time she is makeing me dinner. Should be fun.
posted by Chuck Pierce 2:38 PM 2 comments

 
Wow it is just so nice out I can not stay inside.
So I am putting balistraids on the porch.. Fun huh.. Good old carpentry to chear ya up.. Ok Poof I am on the clock...
posted by Chuck Pierce 12:25 PM 0 comments

 
Uh oh. I think I am in trouble. And um well I think its a tad more than I deserve. But, and this is a big but, she does have a few point. 1. I am a man so I am automatically wrong. 2. I guess I was giveing the impresion she left him all the time.. She doesnt, like um 2 times in the past 5 months I think.. both time for a few hours so we could do a concert or dinner.. 3. I was trying to express my feelings of guilt for takeing some of her time with him away. 4. I was in no way impuning her excelence as a mother. 5. I am a man so I am automatically wrong.
posted by Chuck Pierce 10:45 AM 10 comments

 
OK OK Ok I am awake. Off and running to do the morning run. BB in a few hours and get some crap done.. Dinner at the GF's tonite so got to make sure my insurance is up to date. (Joke. she is I am sure a wonderfull cook) (course she prob will poison me now for the fun of it)
posted by Chuck Pierce 7:38 AM 0 comments

 
Wierd dreams... This damn fan made me dream I was sleeping in a audatorium. Least I hade 3 beuteyful fems with me, oh and the the GF.. hehhe no that was just a a mean joke, the GF was one of the fems. I am basically a nasty person at heart at 5 am.
posted by Chuck Pierce 5:12 AM 0 comments

 
"Who are you people"

Was bored and looked at the stats last night. Bout 380 people a day. Damn I could like add banners and buy a candy bar in a few months.
No really Hi all you new folks, be welcome. I strongly recomend all new folks read my journal info.. And I am again sorry for this plave looking like crap. It is in the works I promise. Remember that posts are do